
It was Her fault he'd lost his first and only command fifty years ago.
"I'll bring you the evidence," Kearn continued, fighting the tendency of his voice
to develop a whining note. Sector Commissioner Slatth, as most Niderons, tended to
a regrettable aggression when faced with weakness of any sort—even this smooth
and sophisticated diplomat had inflated his nostril hood in instinctive threat several
times during Kearn's briefing. And the others here—three Humans, the bagful of
Rands spilling off a chair, and a doleful pile of crystal at the end of the table he was
supposed to believe was the representative from Picco's Moon—well, none of them
were any better. They'd lost patience with him and with his quest even more quickly
than the last set.
As he'd done many times before, Kearn consoled himself with the fact that his
meandering through Commonwealth space brought him into differing jurisdictions
quite regularly, insuring a fresh stream of politicians and the chance to continue his
work.
It also meant the same old arguments and resisting the same skepticism. "You've
admitted my research has been extensive. I've found shapeshifter legends and horror
stories everywhere. There must be more than one creature. And the Esen Monster
can't hide what She is," Kearn insisted firmly. "Not forever."
"Forever isn't an issue, Kearn," Slatth almost hissed. "Your funding and career
lasting to this particular year's end is. Do we understand one another?"
The pause following Slatth's words lengthened as Kearn fumbled for some
meaningful rebuttal. Before he could speak, one of the other Humans from the
meeting took advantage of his hesitation. "For all of this," the committee member
from Inhaven poked a stylo dismissively at the huge stack of plas disks and other
reports Kearn had willingly supplied. "For all of this, Project Leader, I remain
unconvinced you are correct in attributing the events you witnessed to some
biological entity. How could such a being exist outside of fairy tales? Is it not more
likely your so-called monster was a Kraal device: some new weapon tech being
tested? You know how paranoid they can be about their military secrets. I've heard
rumors of a so-called 'Nightstalker' device—a terrifying biological weapon the five
major family clans abandoned as too dangerous, although I believe the term they
used was 'inelegant.' Isn't this device more likely than some mythological monster,
Horn Kearn?"
"Respectfully, sirs," Kearn couldn't help rolling his eyes and kept his hands at his
side with an effort that left him feeling dizzy. "The Kraal have been most supportive
of my search. They supplied several of the most detailed eyewitness accounts—"
"My point exactly, Project Leader Kearn," the speaker continued. Sandner, that
was his name, a lean older Human who had been a merchant at one time and still
claimed to have close ties in the Fringe. Then why didn't he remember the panic?
Kearn asked himself bitterly. The loss of life, the abandoned ships: it had all begun in
the Fringe, moving from its almost unpopulated mining systems to the more
concentrated worlds of its boundary with the Commonwealth. Or did those on
humanity's frontier have selective memories of their past? a suspicion Kearn almost