
shapeshifting. Afterwards, you should lay with the one who will be your bonded sexmate. Let someone
else be the God’s Mate.”
Etaoine stiffened and glared at Teilar. ”I haven’t chosen my bonded sexmate yet, as you well know.
And the choice of the God’s Mate is up to the goddess. We must hope I will be given this chance, if
Adoru favors our plans to leave Reatar.”
“But—but—” Teilar flushed, his golden skin turning bronze with anger. “—you must choose your
bonded sexmate before the festival.”
Etaoine exchanged a glance with Quintannah. She often confided in the older woman about her
problems with Teilar. Etaoine looked forward to her first shapeshifting at the Mayavore Festival, and
even more to the B’rath, the incredibly sexy ritual afterward that would restore the energy drained by the
shift. Teilar would make a great bonded sexmate—if only he would ease up on his determination to win
her love.
By tradition the sexmate relationship should be a pragmatic one—a congenial sexual partner you
could trust to be there when you needed to mate and restore your energy. An emotional relationship, if it
turned destructive, could block the flow of the life-giving rema energy during the B’rath.
It was no secret that Teilar wanted to be her bonded sexmate, and more. Although Ailunneans were
free to enjoy sex wherever they chose, Teilar was a jealous and possessive man. He was also passionate
and creative. She shivered with pleasure at the memory of their lovemaking. The B’rath would add a new
dimension to that pleasure. Teilar was a problem, but a problem she found hard to give up.
Returning to the present with a shake of her head, Etaoine reached out to touch Teilar’s shoulder.
Tender concern tugged at her heart. He cared about her more than anyone ever had. Despite his
unfashionable jealousy, his anxieties about their safety were legitimate. Rith was a powerful man.
Guilt shot through her. It was not necessary to love one’s bonded sexmate, but would it be that
difficult to love Teilar? He was gorgeous, sexy, and a marvelous lover. What a cruel irony it was that in a
culture that no longer believed in committed love, both of them were seeking a true lovemate, yet could
not find it in each other. Or, at least she couldn’t find it in him. Despite his heart-stopping good looks,
despite his skill in bed, despite his loyalty to her, Etaoine did not love Teilar. Her heart never sang in his
presence.
She wished he would stop loving her. They never spoke of his strong emotion, but she saw the
yearning in his eyes, read it in his rose-hued aura when he looked at her. She dreaded the day when he
would ask for a lovevow, and she must refuse.
She’d made a solemn oath before the altar of the goddess to make that most sacred of bonds only
with her true lovemate. A bonded sexmate was one thing, requiring only a reliable partner for the
necessary sexual rituals after shapeshifting. But a true lovemate...that was something deeper, something,
someoneshe still hoped to find.
“We must learn how to get through the tunnels to Errock or we do not stand a chance.” Norrath’s
words shattered her thoughts. “If you aren’t chosen as the God’s Mate for the ceremony, is there any
chance Rith might perform the B’rath with you after you shapeshift?”
”That’s the duty of the bonded sexmate,” Teilar said through stiff lips.
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