
thought her to be mad. Zilder, the religious Bolian pilot, summed it up best. "This is not one of Ho'nig's
creatures." Ho'nig is his god. From the moment we met, he tried to convert me to worshipping Ho'nig.
Unfortunately, his missionary zeal was not very convincing, and was even less so when the monster shii
cut his head off.
I froze when that happened. I just stood there and watched as the monster shii leapt out of nowhere and
ripped Zilder into pieces. Just two days ago, I was teasing Zilder about his conversion attempts. In fact, I
joked that he should have tried to convert the monster shii. Then Commander Gomez would not have
had to kill it. Instead, it killed him. Commander Gomez did not hesitate. She fired on the creature.
Several others followed suit.
I did not. I just stood there. My mouth was agape. I couldn't even raise my weapon. My first thought
was that I would never see my children again. That is why I asked you to kiss them earlier. I swore at
that moment that the first thing I would do if I made it back alive was express my love for my children.
Not that I expected to get back alive. Even as most everyone else fired on the creature, it continued its
rampage. The sonic rifle fire didn't even slow it down. This wasn't a total surprise, as it is about twice as
big as the first one to attack. That one is a corpse presently sitting in the camp hospital. Its fellow started
killing indiscriminately. After Zilder, it decapitated D'Ren and literally sliced Eridak in two. Entorr started
to run away, and G'sob ran toward it.
Still I did not move. I just stood in the cave. People were scattering around me. The shii was slicing at
anything that came near it. And the only sound I heard was the whining of the rifles. Sonic rifles don't give
off any kind of emission the way a laser would. They just make that whining sound. I heard no screams,
though I saw mouths move. I did not hear the sounds of flesh being rendered, though I saw it being done.
But all I could hear was the sound of every rifle firing. Every rifle, save my own.
At least until Commander Gomez ordered a retreat. That, I did hear. Somehow, then, I found the
wherewithal to make my legs move. We ran back to the camp. I came straight to my tent and began
writing this letter. I have now fulfilled my oath to myself. When the next window in the suns' interference
opens, we will send many messages. The primary one will be the one to request of the government that
the project be terminated and we be allowed to leave. This letter, however, will go as well.
If I die here, please let my children know who their father was. Tell them that I was a coward, or lie to
them, it does not matter. Just tell them.
Best regards,
your husband,
Razka
First officer's log, Commander Sonya Gomez, planet Sarindar, Stardate 53283.9.
I have returned with the search party. We were able to trace the "monster shii" to its lair-another cave
system, about half a kilometer farther from the camp than the smaller cave where the previous shii had its
lair. This cave was much larger, and contained a concomitantly larger number of skulls. I was hoping to
collect some skulls for samples for Dr. Dolahn to examine, but the opp ortunity did not present itself, as
the shii attacked. Zilder, D'Ren, and Eridak were all killed, and several others were injured. (Tricorder
recording of attack appended.)
It is after midnight, so our next quasar/pulsar window won't be until tomorrow afternoon. When that
happens, I intend to send a message to the Nalori government, requesting that we have permission to
suspend the SA project until we can deal with this problem. I'm also preparing a distress signal to send to
the da Vinci-based on Lt. Commander Duffy's last communiqu, they may not be able to respond to it,
but I'd rather play it safe.
I've also instructed the remaining workers to construct a sonic barrier around the camp. The electric
fence we put up didn't even slow this creature down, and we need some kind of defense. True, the sonic
weapons didn't work, but that may have been because they're not powerful enough. J'Roh-who, with
Kejahna's death, is now the foreperson-pointed out that we'd have to cannibalize some of the sonic rifles
to accomplish this, but to my mind it's worth it.