
Mendip Mor Castle, the Mendip Hills near the Welsh border, England, May, in the Year of Our Lord
1208. Ninth year of the reign of King John. “SHUSH, no need to alarm her,” Lady Hilary whispered to
Sir Edmund as I descended to the hall from the sleeping apartments on the top floor of the tower keep.
What news would alarm me? Who had found me?
I’d seen death and destruction in my dreams. I knew the dreams told the truth, but past or future, my
home or another’s, I did not know. Holy Mother! I did not want these visions that haunted me. I’d spent
endless hours on my knees praying God would release me from them. Still they came when I wanted and
needed them least.
I surveyed the occupants of the Hall—most of the inhabitants of this isolated castle. All activity centered
around the Hall, the only room large enough to accommodate more than three or four people. But except
for meals I kept to my room, a tiny alcove set into the wall of the keep behind the lord’s bedchamber. I
could not expect servants to serve me separately. They had enough work to do. Nor could I hope to
receive my food anywhere near warm in any room but the Hall, directly above the ground-floor kitchen.
I proceeded to the side table to wash my hands, pretending I had not heard Lady Hilary. I gnawed my
lip, wondering at the dire news Lady Hilary chose to hide from me. A page poured lavender-scented
water over my fingertips, more ritual than cleaning. The warm water felt like silk on my skin and eased
the tension in my fingers after a day spent plying my needle and waiting for the return of one of my
messengers. I said a brief prayer as I relished the play of water over my hands. The sweet flowery scent
reminded me of better days. The sparse amenities of this defensive outpost did not boast enough open
space for a garden or free-flowing spring. Any flat area within the palisade belonged to training ground
for the soldiers. Open ground beyond the protective walls belonged to the Welsh mists, dieflyn, ghosts,
and raiders.
Food, clothing, spices, everything had to be imported into Mendip Mor from the town of Wells three
hours’ hard ride away—half a day or more by cart. In bad weather the steep track became a roaring
stream, and we were cut off. No one should be able to find me here. What did the lord and lady of the
hall have to hide from me?
I made a pretense of drying my hands. Then I thanked the servant with a nod and turned back to the
high table. Sir Edmund considered his table “high” only because it rested perpendicular to the trestles set
up for the rest of the household, and not because it rested on a dais to honor the lord’s family. I plastered
a smile on my face. A false one, but I could not let this good and gentle lord and his lady know I had
overheard them. Safety lay in silence. Two months I’d been here in this old and crumbling castle on the
edge of nowhere. Two months and not a word from home. My messengers had not returned. I had
thought my years of running from convent to convent, always one step ahead of anonymous searchers,
had ended last year. My relatives had made peace with King John. I went home. I stayed there but a
brief time. Two months ago the remnants of my family had sent me running again. Now I resided with
Edmund Fitz Gyr, a minor marcher lord who obeyed his king. Newynog, my half-grown and half-trained
wolfhound pup, pressed against my legs with a soft whine. She had been a gift from the family almost as
soon as I had walked through the gates. She knew the evening repast awaited us. She was hungry even if
I wasn’t. But then, her name meant “hungry” in the old tongue. I clasped the thick ruff of fur around her
neck and tugged in rough affection. She turned her head back toward me, tongue lolling in doggy
laughter, drool catching in her beard.
If any of my unease penetrated her senses, she did not convey it back to me. Keeping the dog close
beside me, for strength, for companionship, for courage, I approached the high table and made my curtsy
to Lord Edmund. In another time and place, my family would outrank him and I’d not need anything but
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