
system. Then the gong sounded, Kobe would be coming out. Expecting her to be waiting. She fumbled in
the twist of paper and thrust three of the seeds into her mouth. The others she stuffed hastily into the neck
pouch. Her heart juddered in her breast and the veins at her temples throbbed. She pressed her hands
against her eyes and bit down on the seeds in her mouth, letting the juice slide down her parched throat.
There was a frantic clacking in her ears. She shuddered. Then the true meaning of the noise reached her
and she looked around.
The uauawimbony tree was jerking about, the seed pods rattling loudly. Kitosime tightened the roll
knot over her breasts, reset the brooch pin and smoothed the dress cloth along her sides. She knew who
the watch-tree announced. Monarch’s back, she thought. Why?
The watchman leaning out from his tower echoed her question unknowingly. “Well, Badnews,” he
roared down, “is this official or are you coming to visit your wife at last?”
Kitosime winced. All the world knew the privacies of her marriage. Briefly she hated Manoreh for
subjecting her to this. But the fezza was beginning to work; she drifted along the road letting the noise
flow over her without really hearing it. Only the shouted words at the gate reached her. “I have business
with Old Man Kobe, Watcher. Let me through.” She heard the clink of the gate bar as she turned the
corner and floated toward the arch that led into the courtyard. Something was wrong. She considered the
situation coolly. Hare march. Why else ask for Kobe? She felt a distant thrill of fear which she knew
would be terror without the fezza. There was danger in this for her son. Not from the hares, no, from his
kin .... If she were locked in with them for days and days, locked in with Kobe and his fanatic hatred of
the wildings, locked in until Hodarzu betrayed himself, until she cracked wide and betrayed her own
smothered but still present ability to FEEL. The terror grew, in spite of the fezza. She stopped by the well.
Kobe was not out yet, thank the good Mother. She leaned heavily against the coping. “Meme Kalamah,
help me,” she whispered. She fumbled in the neck-pouch and fished out two more seeds. With the juice
blunting her fear, she watched, distantly amused, as Kobe came out of the house, followed by a stream
of servants, one carrying the kneeling cushion, another the table that stood at Kobe’s elbow, a third,
Kobe’s beer mug and the tall pitcher of Minimi’s brew, a fourth, the special cushion he sat on, and a
humble fifth, cloths to dust the throne chair.
Kitosime left the well and drifted toward him, like a prisoned but unconcerned goldfish swimming in
cool water that kept the hate and fear outside the glass. She giggled behind her doll mask, a silent spiteful
giggle as she walked with deliberately exaggerated grace across the painted tiles and up the stairs under
his appreciative eyes. She knelt on the cushion, straightened her back, lifted her head, and smiled her
doll’s smile at the Kisimash pouring into the courtyard following Manoreh, silent worried people waiting
for news they didn’t want to hear.
He looks odd, she thought. Tired. But more than that. She felt the pricking of curiosity but the
fezza took away her will. He’s been long away at a time I needed him. The fezza washed above the
anger, damping down its fumes, sparking only a flow of thought passing behind her doll’s face ....
Hodarzu feels, Manoreh, and Kobe will give him to the Fa-men, and they will roast and eat him, my
little son. As he’ll throw you, Manoreh, my husband. As soon as he’s sure he doesn’t need you to take
possession of your land, all of it, unshared by other council members. At one stroke he doubles his land
and his power, Manoreh.
And he hates you, Manoreh.
Even through the fezza dullness it sickens me, his hate.
He can claim the land through Hodarzu too, Manoreh, so be careful, my husband, you walk on a
thread that could break any minute, Manoreh.
Once the Fa-men have you, Manoreh, what happens to me?
He hates the wildings, Manoreh, he goes to the Fa-men’s burnings and eats the burned flesh.
He has a taste for wilding flesh.
See how hungrily he eyes you, Manoreh; he marks your flesh for a meal.
Soon, I think, he’ll have you.
And when he has the land in those tiny, greedy hands, Manoreh, he’ll eat my son.
The words unreeled before her eyes, tangible things. She sat with her head high, face empty so