
alchemy now and then, and occasionally even a local miracle. It was a good
land, ours.
Visiting clerics always stayed a long time. It wasn't uncommon to have two
or three priests in various towers of the castle or in the lower, newer, more
modern stone buildings.
I had been taken to Florence to be educated when I was very small, living
in deluxe and invigorating style in the palazzo of my mother's uncle, who died
before I was thirteen, and it was then— when the house was closed—that I was
brought home, with two elderly aunts, and after that only visited Florence on
occasion.
My father was still at heart an old-fashioned man, instinctively an
indomitable Lord, though he was content to keep his distance from the power
struggles of the capital, to have huge accounts in the Medici banks and to
live an old-style courtly life in his own domain, visiting Cosimo de' Medici
himself when he did journey into Florence on business.
But when it came to his son, my father wanted that I should be reared as a
prince, a padrone, a knight, and I had to learn all the skills and values of a
knight, and at thirteen, I could ride in full battle dress, my helmeted head
bowed, at full speed with my spear thrust towards the straw-filled target. I
had no difficulty with it. It was as much fun as hunting, or swimming in
mountain streams, or having horse races with the village boys. I took to it
without rebellion.
I was, however, a divided being. The mental part of me had been nourished
in Florence by excellent teachers of Latin, Greek, philosophy and theology,
and I had been deep into the boys' pageants and plays of the city, often
taking the leading parts in the dramas presented by my own Confraternity in my
uncle's house, and I knew how to solemnly portray the Biblical Isaac about to
be sacrificed by the obedient Abraham, as well as the charming Angel Gabriel
discovered by a suspicious St. Joseph with his Virgin Mary.
I pined for all that now and then, the books, the lectures in the
Cathedrals to which I'd listened with precocious interest, and the lovely
nights in my uncle's Florentine house when I'd fallen asleep to the sounds of
spectacular opera extravaganzas, my mind brim full of the dazzle of miraculous
figures swooping down on wires, lutes and drums playing wildly, dancers
frolicking almost like acrobats and voices soaring beautifully in unison.
It had been an easy childhood. And in the boys' Confraternity to which I
belonged, I'd met the poorer children of Florence, the sons of the merchants,
orphans and boys from the monasteries and schools, because that is the way it
was in my time for a landed Lord. You had to mix with the people.
I think I crept out of the house a lot as a small child, easily as much as
I slipped out of the castle later. I remember too much of the festivals and
saints' days and processions of Florence for a disciplined child to have seen.
I was too often slipping in and out of the crowd, looking at the spectacularly
decorated floats in honor of the saints, and marveling at the solemnity of
those in silent ranks who carried candles and walked very slowly as if they
were in a trance of devotion.
Yes, I must have been a scamp. I know I was. I went out by the kitchen. I
bribed the servants. I had too many friends who were out-and-out routies or
beasties. I got into mayhem and then ran home. We played ball games and had
battles in the piazzas, and the priests ran us off with switches and threats.
I was good and bad, but not ever really wicked.