
"Good," she said and went back to the subject of a get-well card for Sammy
Stocker. She had done this so often-there had been a great many sick children
in thirty-one years-it had become almost a ritual needing only a small portion
of her attention. The rest she devoted to the covert observation of Twilla
Gilbreath.
Twilla sat at her desk, displaying excellent posture, with her hands folded
neatly before her, seemingly paying attention to the Great Greeting Card
Debate, but actually giving the rest of the class careful scrutiny. Miss Mahan
marveled at the surreptitious calculation in the girl's face. She realizes
she's something of a green monkey, Miss Mahan thought, and I'll bet my pension
she doesn't let the situation stand.
And the class surveyed Twilla, in their superior position of established
territorial rights, with open curiosity-and with the
posture of so many sacks of corn meal. Some of them looked at her, Miss Mahan
was afraid, with rude amusement-especially the girls, and especially Wanda
O'Dell, who had bloomed suddenly last summer like a plump rose. Oh, yes, Wanda
was going to be a problem. Just like her five older sisters. Thank goodness,
she sighed, Wanda was the last of them.
Children, Miss Mahan sighed again, but fondly.
Children?
They were children when she started teaching and certainly were when she was
fifteen, but, now, she wasn't sure. Fifteen is such an awkward, indefinite
age. Take Ronnie Dwyer: he looks like a prepubescent thirteen at most. And
Carter Redwine, actually a couple of months younger than Ronnie, could pass
for seventeen easily and was anything but prepubescent. Poor Carter, a child
in a man's body. To make matters worse, he was the best-looking boy in town;
and to make matters even worse yet, he was well aware of it.
And, she noticed, so was Twilla. Forget it, Little Pink Princess. Carter
already has more than he can handle, Miss Mahan chuckled to herself. Can't you
see those dark circles under his eyes? They didn't get there from studying.
And then she blushed inwardly.
Oh, the poor children. They think they have so many secrets. If they only
knew. Between the tattletales and teachers' gossip she doubted if the whole
student body had three secrets between them.
Miss Mahan admonished herself for having such untidy thoughts. She didn't use
to think about things like that, but then, fifteen-year olds didn't lead such
overtly sexual lives back then. She remembered reading somewhere that only 35
percent of the children in America were still virgins at fifteen. But those
sounded like Big City statistics, not applicable to Hawley.
Then she sighed. It was all beyond her. The bell rang just as the get well
card situation was settled. The children rose reluctantly to go to their first
class: algebra with Mr. Whittaker. She noticed that Twilla had cozied up to
Alice May, though she still kept her eye on Carter Redwine. Carter was not
unaware and with deliberate lordly indifference sauntered from the room with
his hand on Wanda O'Dell's shoulder. Miss Mahan thought the glint she observed
in Twilla's eyes might lead to an interesting turn of events.
Children.
She cleared her mind of random speculation and geared it to Macbeth as the