remember how the moons looked,
swarming like bees around it. I
remember…”
The meteor—the tearing agony of
metal, the last glimpse of horror in the ship
before the air-burst took him with it into
space, through the riven pilot-dome. The
brief, bitter knowledge that this was death.
“Dead,” he said again. “I'm dead.”
The strange voice answered, “If you
want to you can live again.”
He thought about that. He thought about
it for a long time in the darkness. To live
again—the light and the warmth, the
hunger and pain and hope, the wanting, the
being able to want. He thought and he was
not sure and then at last he whispered,
“How? Tell me how!”
“Open your eyes and come back, back
where the light is. You were here before,
don't you remember? Open your eyes, John
Carey!”
He did or thought he did and there was
nothing but mist, heavy darkling clouds of
it. Far, far away he saw the gleam of light
beyond him and he tried to grope toward it
but the mists were very thick.
“I can't,” he moaned. “I'm lost.”
Lost forever, in darkness and cold.
“Come back!” cried the voice strongly.
“Come back and live!”
He heard the sound of a hand striking
smartly against flesh. After a while he felt
it. That little sharp pain somehow managed
to bridge a colossal gulf and make him
aware that he had a body.
His brain oriented itself with a dizzying
lunge. The mists tore away. He woke.
It was a full awakening. The exploding
nova resolved itself into a light-tube,
glowing against a low ceiling of metal.
The countenance that had loomed so
hugely above him became the face of a
man. A lean face, deeply bronzed with the
unmistakable burn of space, topped with
red hair and set with two level grey eyes
that looked straight into Carey's and made
him feel somehow safe and unafraid.
“Lie still,” said the red-haired man. “Get
your breath. There's no hurry.” He turned
aside and his hands, very strong but
delicate of touch, busied themselves with a
vial and a gleaming needle.
Carey lay still. For the moment he had
not the strength to do anything else. The
room was small. It was fitted as a
1aboratory, incredibly compact, and many
of the objects that his wandering gaze
passed over were strange to him.
One of these objects was a small
cubical case of semi-translucent metal,
resting on a table. The surface nearest
Carey was fitted with twin lenses and a
disc, so that it bore an unsettling
resemblance to a face. Carey thought
vaguely that it must be some sort of a
communicator.
Suddenly he said, “I’m in a ship.”
The red-haired man smiled. “How can
you tell? We’re in free fall.”
“I can tell.” Carey tried to struggle up.
“But there are no ships beyond the Belt!
How...” Then he began to tremble
violently. “Listen,” he said to the stranger.
“Listen, I was killed, trying to reach
Jupiter. A meteor hit us and I was blown
clear, out into space with no armor. I'm
dead. I’m a dead man. I…”
“Steady on,” said the red-haired man.
“Easy.” He set the needle into a place
already swabbed on Carey's naked arm.
Carey flinched. He sobbed a little and then
the trembling quieted.
“I was dead,” he whispered, again.
“No,” said the red-haired stranger. “Not
really dead. What we call the space-death
isn't true death but cold shock—an
instantaneous stoppage of all life
processes. There's no time for deterioration
or cellular damage, no possibility of decay.
The organism stops short. It can, by certain
means, be started going again.”
He looked thoughtfully down at Carey
and added, “Many lives are restored that
way, lives that would have been considered
ended in your time.”
Carey said numbly, “Then you found
me, floating in space, in frozen sleep? You
–revived me?”