called out.
I remained standing for a moment, unable to pretend to myself that the tremor which ran through me then
was any sort of reaction to the physical temperature; I trembled, I did not shiver, and as much to take the
weight from my now unsteady legs as to proceed with my just decided course, I sat down quickly.
Without looking directly at my opponent - for so I now thought of this person apparently determined to
prevent my progress - I took up the whip and cracked it over the mares, guiding them left. I heard no other
whip crack, but the pair of white horses facing me reared like my own pair, then swerved to their right, so
that the four beasts rushed momentarily towards each other, before they reared once more, forelegs rising,
harnesses jangling, heads and flailing legs almost touching. Crying out, standing again, cracking the whip
over them, I pulled them back, attempted to pass the other carriage on its opposite side. Again I was
thwarted, the carriage facing me seeming to mirror my every action.
I drew the nervous, head-tossing mares back at last, facing the equally disturbed pair on the other side of
the rock-cleared oval space. My hands were shaking and a cold sweat had broken on my brow. I squinted
ahead, desperate to see just who my strange adversary was, but above the glare of the carriage lamps there
was only the faintest outline of a figure, and the face was quite invisible.
There was no mirror I was certain (even this absurd possibility at that moment seemed more acceptable
than anything else), and besides, the horses facing me were white, not dark like the pair attached to my
carriage. I wondered what to do next. I could see no alternative route through the pass; the boulders and
rocks which had been cleared to form the track had been piled-up forming a makeshift wall half the height
of a man on either side of the way. Even if I was able to find a gap, the ground beyond would be so rough
and broken as to remain impassable.
I put the whip away, climbed down to the stony ground. The other driver did the same. I hesitated when I
saw this, the sensation of unattributable but intense unease striking me again. Almost involuntarily, I
turned and looked behind me, past the sealed carriage, down the road from the lip of the plateau. To
return, to retrace my steps, was unthinkable. Even had my purpose been mundane, had I been some
ordinary traveller merely intent on reaching a remote inn or distant town on the other side of the pass, I
would have been reluctant in the extreme to turn back; I had seen no other tracks or roads deviating from
the path I had taken from the station far below in the valley, and I had heard of no other pass through
these mountains within a day's ride. Given the nature of my cargo and the urgency of my mission, I had
no choice but to continue on the way I had chosen. Under the pretence of pulling my collar tighter about
me, I pressed the bulk of my concealed revolver against my chest. Stealing myself, trying to reach within
my being to draw on whatever reserves of rationality and courage I could find, it all but escaped my
notice that the figure standing in the glare of the opposing lights seemed to mimic my movements, also
pulling on his lapels or collar, before stepping forward.
The fellow was dressed something like myself; in truth, any other apparel in that frigid atmosphere would
have invited a quick end. His coat might have been a little longer, his body a little more thick set than
mine. He and I came level with the shaking heads of our horses. My heart was beating, now, with a
rapidity and a ferocity I could not recall having experienced before; a sort of horror drew me on, made me
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