
He plodded doggedly ahead, but his mind wandered to the first time his eyes had opened to the
grandeur of the Moon. At the planetarium, he remembered. Couldn't have been more than ten or
eleven. The videos of astronauts walking on the Moon, jumping in low-gravity exhilaration while
the lecturer told us that one day we kids could go to the Moon and continue the exploration.
Levitt, Paul remembered. Old Dr. Levitt. He knew how to open a kid's mind. The bug bit me
then, Paul realized. He had gone up to the lecturer after the show and asked if he could stay and
see it again. A round-faced man with a soft voice and big glasses that made his face look like an
owl's, Dr. Levitt turned out to be the planetarium's director. He took Paul to his own office and
spent the afternoon showing him books and tapes about space exploration.
Paul's father was away at sea most of the time. His classmates at school were either white or
black, and each side demanded his total loyalty. Caught between them, Paul had become a loner,
living in his own fantasy world until the bigger dream of exploring the Moon engulfed him. He
haunted the planetarium, devoured every book and tape he could find, grew to be Dr. Levitt's
valued protege and, eventually, when he reached manhood, his friend. It was Lev who secured a
scholarship for Paul at MIT, who paved the way for his becoming an astronaut, who broke down
and wept when Paul actually took off from Cape Canaveral for the first time.
Paul was on the Moon when the old man died, quietly, peacefully, the way he had lived: writing a
letter of recommendation for another poor kid who needed a break.
I wouldn't be here if it weren't for Lev, Paul knew. Even if I die here, I'll still owe him for
everything good that's happened in my life.
He knew it was psychological more than physical, yet with the Sun pounding on him Paul felt as
if he had stepped from an air-conditioned building onto a baking hot parking lot. Some parking
lot, he told himself as he pushed on. The dusty, gray regolith looked like an unfinished blacktop
job, pockmarked and uneven. Mare Nubium, he thought. Sea of Clouds. The nearest body of
water is a quarter-million miles away.
Still, it did look a little like the surface of the sea, the way the ground undulated and rolled. A sea
that was frozen into rock. I guess it was a sea once, a sea of red-hot lava when the meteoroid that
carved out this basin slammed into the Moon.
How long ago? Three-and a half billion years? Give or take a week.
He plodded on, one booted foot after another, trying not to look at the thermometer on his
forearm displays.
His mind started to drift again.
I never told her that I loved her, Paul remembered. Not then Guess, I was too surprised. Marry me
and I'll make you CEO She never said she loved me, either. It was a business deal.
He almost laughed. Marriage is one way of ending a love affair, I guess.
But Greg didn't laugh about it. Not then, not ever. I don' think I've ever seen him smile, even. Not
our boy Greg.
BOARD MEETING
The other board members filtered into the meeting room in twos and threes. Greg Masterson
walked in alone, his suit a funereal black, the expression on his face bleak. He was a handsome
man of twenty-eight, tall and slim, his face sculpted in planes and hollows like a Rodin statue. He
had his father's dark, brooding looks: thick dark hair down to his collar and eyes like twin
gleaming chunks of jet.
But where his father had been a hell-raiser, Greg had always been a quiet, somber introvert. As
far as Paul knew, he might still be a virgin. He had never heard a breath of gossip about this
serious, cheerless young man.
Reluctantly, feeling guilty, Paul made his way across the board room to Greg.
'I'm sorry about your father,' he said, extending his hand.
'I bet you are,' Greg said, keeping his hands at his sides. He was several inches taller than Paul,
though Paul was more solidly built.