It had been raining when we reached the Motherhouse, our car plunging into the long avenue of giant oaks that led from
the levee road to the immense double doors. How green had been this world even in darkness, with twisted oak branches
dipping into the high grass. I think the long gray streaks of Spanish moss touched the roof of the car.
The electric power had gone out that night with the storm, they told me.
"Rather charming," Aaron had said as he greeted me. He'd been white-haired already by then, the consummate older
gentleman, eternally good-natured, almost sweet. "Lets you see things as they were in the old days, don't you think?"
Only oil lamps and candles illuminated the large square rooms. I had seen the flicker in the fanlight above the
entranceway as we approached. Lanterns swayed in the wind in the deep galleries that wrapped the great square house
about on its first and second floors.
Before entering, I had taken my time, rain or no rain, to inspect this marvelous tropical mansion, impressed with its
simple pillars. Once there had been sugarcane for miles all around it; out back beyond the flower beds, still vaguely
colored in the downpour, were weathered outbuildings where once slaves had lived.
She came down barefoot to meet me, in a lavender dress covered with pink flowers, scarcely the witch at all.
Her eyes couldn't have been more mysterious had she worn the kohl of a Hindu princess to set off the color. One saw
the green of the iris, and the dark circle around it, as well as the black pupil within. A marvelous eye, all the more vivid
due to her light-tan creamy skin. Her hair had been brushed back from her forehead, and her slender hands merely hung at
her sides. How at ease she'd seemed in the first moments.
"David Talbot," she had said to me almost formally. I'd been enchanted by the confidence in her soft voice.
They couldn't break her of the barefoot habit. It had been dreadfully enticing, those bare feet on the wool carpet. She'd
grown up in the country, I thought, but no, they said, it was merely in an old tumbledown part of New Orleans where there
were no sidewalks anymore and the weather-beaten houses were neglected and the blossoming and poisonous oleander
grew as big as trees.
She had lived there with her godmother, Great Nananne, the witch who'd taught her all the things that she knew. Her
mother, a powerful seer, known to me then only by the mysterious name of Cold Sandra, had been in love with an
explorer. There was no father of memory. She'd never gone to a real school.
"Merrick Mayfair," I'd said warmly. I took her in my arms.
She had been tall for her fourteen years, with beautifully shaped breasts quite natural under her simple cotton shift, and
her soft dry hair had been loose down her back. She might have been a Spanish beauty to anyone outside of this bizarre
part of the Southland, where the history of the slaves and their free descendants was so full of complex alliances and
erotic romance. But any New Orleanean could see African blood in her by the lovely café au lait of her skin.
Sure enough, when I poured the cream into the thick chicory coffee that they gave me, I understood those words.
"All my people are colored," she said, with the French in her voice then. "Those that pass for white leave and go north.
That's been happening forever. They don't want Great Nananne to visit. They don't want anyone to know. I could pass for
white. But what about the family? What about all that's been handed down? I would never leave Great Nananne. I came
here 'cause she told me to come."
She had a temptress's poise as she sat there, small in the great winged chair of oxblood leather, a tiny tantalizing gold
chain around her ankle, another with a small diamond-studded cross around her neck.
"See these pictures?" she said invitingly. She had them in a shoe box which rested in her lap. "There's no witchcraft in
them. You can look as you please."
She laid them out on the table for me, daguerreotypes—stark clear photographs on glass, each one fitted into a
crumbling little case of gutter perche, heavily embossed with rings of flowers or grapevines, many of which could be
closed and clasped shut like little books.
"They come from the 1840s," she said, "and they're all our people. One of our own took these pictures. He was known
for taking portraits. They loved him. He left some stories—I know where they are. They're all written with beautiful
handwriting. They're in a box in the attic of Great Nananne's house."
She had moved to the edge of the chair, her knees poking out from under her skimpy hem. Her hair made a big mass of
shadows behind her. Her hairline was clean and her forehead smooth and beautiful. Though the night had been only cool,
there was a fire in the fireplace, and the room, with its shelves of books and its random Grecian sculptures, had been
fragrant and comfortable, conducive to a spell.
Aaron had been watching her proudly, yet full of concern.
"See, these are all my people from the old days." She might have been laying out a deck of cards. The flash of the
shadows was lovely on her oval face and the distinct bones of her cheeks. "You see, they kept together. But as I said, the
ones that could pass are long gone. Look what they gave up, just think of it, so much history. See this?"
I studied the small picture, glinting in the light of the oil lamp.