
PART ONE
ORC AMBITIONS
I look upon the hillside, quiet now except for the birds. That's all there is. The birds,
cawing and cackling and poking their beaks into unseeing eyeballs. Crows do not circle
before they alight on a field strewn with the dead. They fly as the bee to a flower, straight for
their goal, with so great a feast before them. They are the cleaners, along with the crawling
insects, the rain, and the unending wind.
And the passage of time. There is always that. The turn of the day, of the season, of the
year.
When it is done, all that is left are the bones and the stones. The screams are gone, the
smell is gone. The blood is washed away. The fattened birds take with them in their departing
flights all that identified these fallen warriors as individuals.
Leaving the bones and stones, to mingle and mix. As the wind or the rain break apart the
skeletons and filter them together, as the passage of time buries some, what is left becomes
indistinguishable, perhaps, to all but the most careful of observers. Who will remember those
who died here, and what have they gained to compensate for all that they, on both sides, lost?
The look upon a dwarf's face when battle is upon him would argue, surely, that the price is
worth the effort, that warfare, when it comes to a dwarven nation, is a noble cause. Nothing to
a dwarf is more revered than fighting to help a friend; theirs is a community bound tightly by
loyalty, by blood shared and blood spilled.
And so, in the life of an individual, perhaps this is a good way to die, a worthy end to a life
lived honorably, or even to a life made worthy by this last ultimate sacrifice.
I cannot help but wonder, though, in the larger context, what of the overall? What of the
price, the worth, and the gain? Will Obould accomplish anything worth the hundreds, perhaps
thousands of his dead? Will he gain anything long-lasting? Will the dwarven stand made out
here on this high cliff bring Bruenor's people anything worthwhile? Could they not have
slipped into Mithral Hall, to tunnels so much more easily defended?
And a hundred years from now, when there remains only dust, will anyone care?
I wonder what fuels the fires that burn images of glorious battle into the hearts of so many
of the sentient races, my own paramount among them. I look at the carnage on the slope and I
see the inevitable sight of emptiness. I imagine the cries of pain. I hear in my head the calls
for loved ones when the dying warrior knows his last moment is upon him. I see a tower fall
with my dearest friend atop it. Surely the tangible remnants, the rubble and the bones, are
hardly worth the moment of battle, but is there, I wonder, something less tangible here,
something of a greater place? Or is there, perhaps—and this is my fear—something of a
delusion to it all that drives us to war, again and again?
Along that latter line of thought, is it within us all, when the memories of war have faded,
to so want to be a part of something great that we throw aside the quiet, the calm, the
mundane, the peace itself? Do we collectively come to equate peace with boredom and
complacency? Perhaps we hold these embers of war within us, dulled only by sharp memories
of the pain and the loss, and when that smothering blanket dissipates with the passage of
healing time, those fires flare again to life. I saw this within myself, to a smaller extent, when
I realized and admitted to myself that I was not a being of comfort and complacency, that
only by the wind on my face, the trails beneath my feet, and the adventure along the road
could I truly be happy.
I'll walk those trails indeed, but it seems to me that it is another thing all together to carry
an army along beside me, as Obould has done. For there is the consideration of a larger
morality here, shown so starkly in the bones among the stones. We rush to the call of arms, to
the rally, to the glory, but what of those caught in the path of this thirst for greatness?
Who will remember those who died here, and what have they gained to compensate for all
that they, on both sides, lost?
Whenever we lose a loved one, we resolve, inevitably, to never forget, to remember that
dear person for all our living days. But we the living contend with the present, and the present