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Sunlight ran down the blade. Alien runes worked into equally alien metal took
life in the light and writhed, though it was only an illusion... or so I've
always maintained. For me, there is no magic; I am not Theron, who quenched the
blade, and I don't know its name or the key to bring the sword to life.
But he had, in the circle before I killed him. He had, and I'd seen all the
brilliant lights of what Del called the palette of the gods: purples, violets,
magentas, all lurid luminescence. Each sword had a soul (for lack of a better
word) as well as a name, and that soul marked its passing in a glowing tracery
of light, a delicate lattice of visible color. Generally only when keyed, but a
little of it showed in the blade even when quiescent: Del's was salmon-silver,
Theron's palest purple.
Or had been, before he died.
It had been a magnificent dance, while it lasted; a test of skill, strength,
training and, on one side, treachery. How we danced, did Theron and I, in the
name of a Northern woman.
A sword-dancer called Delilah.
Mouth grim-set, I sighed, expelling the air through my nose. The twisted hilt
was cool in the heat of the day. Too cool; not even when we'd been riding in the
blazing Southron sun for hours on end did the unprotected metal grow warm. An
odd, eerie silver, ice-white/blue-white, like the snowstorms Del had described.
But snow and snowstorms, like the sword, are alien to me. Born of the Southron
sun, knowing heat and sand and simooms, I couldn't begin to comprehend (or even
envision) the things she told me existed in her cold, Northern land.
All I know is the circle.
"One day," she said, "you will have to make your peace with Theron's sword."
I shook my head. "Once we can spare the time for me to seek out the shodo who
trained me--or one of his apprentices--I'm trading this thing in on a real
sword, a Southron sword, something I can trust."
"Trust that one," she told me calmly. "Never doubt it, or yourself; in your
hands, it knows no magic. With Theron dead, it's only a sword. You know that.
I've told you."
Told me, yes, because she knew how I felt about it. About the loss of
Singlestroke. To a sword-dancer, a man who makes his living with the sword, a
good blade is more than just a piece of steel. It's an extension of himself, as
much a part of him as hand or foot, though decidedly deadlier. Your weapon
lives, breathes, takes precedence over so much, because without it you are
nothing.
For me, it was less than nothing; Singlestroke had given me freedom.
Theron's sword, I knew, was not precisely dead, but neither did it live. Not as
Del's blade did. But there was something about it, something odd; when I put my
hands upon the twisted hilt, I always felt a stranger, a usurper, little better
than a thief. And I always felt a funny little twitch in the hilt, a recoiling,
as if the sword, too, was startled by my touch. As if it expected another's
flesh touching its own in that odd intercourse of man and sword. More than once
I'd wanted to mention it to Del, but I never had. Something kept me from it.
Pride, maybe. Or maybe just an unwillingness to admit I felt anything; I am not
a man who puts much stock in magic, and the last one to admit I sensed such
power in a sword. Even if it was mostly dissipated. For one, she might tell me I
was imagining things.
For another, she might tell me I wasn't.
Del understands swords. Like me, she is a sword-dancer, improbable as it sounds.
(Hoolies, it had taken me long enough to admit it; even now I still flinch a
little when she steps into the circle to spar with me. I'm just not used to
facing a woman--at least, not in the circle.) Our customs are so different, too
different here in the South, where the sun and sand hold dominance. Del had done
her best to alter my perceptions (and continues to alter them on a daily basis),
but parts of me still view her as a woman, not a sword-dancer.
Of course just about the last thing a man might want of Del is a sword-dance.
Dancing, yes, but not in the circle. Not with a steel blade... or whatever other
kind of metal the jivatma was.
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