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they meant nothing to him. She, still learning words for her own world, did not make such
distinctions: Everything was new, everything spoke to her and had a name; she had not yet
learned that something could mean nothing.
Her mother, disconcerted by their visions, reined beside her. They sat, three riders on three
white horses, two watching a distant world, the third watching their faces. "What is it?" her
child heard her murmur. "What do you see, Saro? Ilyos, what does she see?"
They did not answer immediately, lost in the peculiar vision of a white-streaked dark, trees as
barren as bone under moonlight, fires blossoming everywhere on the white field. They were
alike, the Queen's consort and her daughter: both with pale, gleaming, pearly hair and eyes as
dusty gold as acorns. The child spoke first.
"Ravens." Her small body, supple and restless, tautened like a scenting animal. She shook her
head a little, bewildered, and produced a human word. "Sorrow."
The Queen looked at her consort. Her long hair held all the reds and bright golds and yellows
of autumn leaves; her eyes were dark and gold, owl's eyes. Even in her wood, they could be
troubled. "You taught her that word," she said. "I didn't. Ilyos."
"I am teaching her the language of power," he said absently. Her voice, sharpened, drew him
back into the wood.
"Sorrow is a word that means nothing until it means everything."
"That," he said softly, "is what makes it powerful." He looked at her then, and touched her
slender, jewelled hand. "Don't be afraid. Humans learn many words they never learn to use."
"But what is it?" Saro asked, hearing voices now, more clearly, glimpsing dreams and
nightmares, images that appeared and drifted apart like windblown clouds. She turned her
head and saw the word in her father's eyes. So did the Queen; she turned her mount abruptly.
"You explain it," she said, and rode away from them to a silver stream into which Oak, during
one of the wood's arbitrary seasons, had dropped gold leaves to lie like coins at the bottom of
the clear water. Downstream, a white deer lifted its head, jewels of water falling from its
muzzle, and looked at her fearlessly.
Saro's eyes followed her mother, watched her thoughtlessly a moment: how her long hair
flowed like a fiery mantle down the deep green silk she wore; how the white deer and the
white horse mirrored one another, their heads dropped to the silvery water to drink; how the
oak beside her mother lowered a leafy hand to touch her hair.
"Death," said her father, and she turned her head, looked at him out of his own eyes.
"What is death?"
He could not seem to say; he tried, and then smiled a little, brushing her cheek gently with his
fingers. "Come," he said. "We are troubling your mother." But the dark dream caught at her
again, mysterious and urgent as it was. Her father did not move, either. She felt his mind,
which flowed between them more easily than language, absorb itself in her curiosity, sensing
what compelled her attention in the grim and dangerous human chaos.
The Queen rode back to them, a disturbance of fretful thought. "Why must she watch?" she
asked. "Why do you let her? What fascinates you so?"
"It is my heritage," Ilyos said apologetically. "There is a force at work here; terrible as it is, it
will do her no harm to recognize it now, so that she will not be troubled by it later."
"I hear hounds," Saro said suddenly. Hounds, she knew: her mother's were gold as sun, red as
fire, white as bone. "And I hear someone crying. Or dreaming about crying." She listened,
picked out the snow's voice, rustling dryly across the field, a raven's voice, a muttering that
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