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Jinian Stareye
by Sheri S. Tepper
This is a work of fiction. All characters and events portrayed in this book are fictional, and any
resemblance to real people or incidents is purely coincidental.
JINIAN STAR-EYE
A CORGI BOOK 0 552 131911 First publication in Great Britain
PRINTING HISTORY Corgi edition published 1988
Copyright © 1986 by Sheri S. Tepper This book is set in 10/11 Melior
Corgi Books are published by Transworld Publishers Ltd., 61-63 Uxbridge Road, Ealing, London W5
5SA, in Australia by Transworld Publishers (Australia) Pty. Ltd., 15-23 Helles Avenue, Moorebank,
NSW 2170, and in New Zealand by Transworld Publishers (N.Z.) Ltd., Cnr. Moselle and Waipareira
Avenues, Henderson, Auckland.
Printed and bound in Great Britain by Cox & Wyman Ltd., Reading, Berks.
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The Great Maze
So far as one could see from the outside, the Great Maze was merely a jungle of paths and hedges, trees
and bushes, a mighty entanglement lying to the south of the Pervasion of the Dervishes, stretching from
there away to the distant sea. Standing on the hill above the Maze, I had looked down into it to see
winding trails, clearings, pathways, even quite large open spaces with impenetrable edges of luxuriant
green, and in some of these spaces the easily recognized outline of well-known plants: rainhat bush,
thrilps, giant wheat. Only natural things.
I suppose if you took the top of my skull off and looked at the quivering stuff inside, you would see only
flesh, only natural things. Looking at that quaking jelly, one wouldn't see ideas or fears; no dreams would
leap from the pinky-gray convolutions to dance on the brain top.
So, when Peter and I stood beside the Great Maze of Lorn - which is the name the Shadowpeople give to
this world - we saw no memories rising from the clearings or insinuating their way through the
underbrush. And yet, according to Mind Healer Talley, who had told the Dervishes long before, the Maze
halds the memories of our world.
Each time I thought of this, my mind chased about for a moment and then stopped working. It was not
easy to believe, a whole world, remembering. A world actually thinking, planning. A world dreaming,
perhaps. A world regretting. A world dying.
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No. Not merely dying. Killing itself.
Outside the Maze were boiling fumaroles casting acid palls onto ageless forests; chasms opening to
swallow mighty rivers; mountains bursting into flame and ash. Outside the Maze was a world sick unto
death and with no desire for healing. And we were on it, with nowhere else to go.
Oh, yes, part of our fear and pain was for ourselves. Why deny it? And part for those we loved. I fretted,
thinking of Murzy and the rest of my seven away south. Peter groaned thinking of Mavin, his mother, and
Himaggery the Wizard, his father, and other kin dear to him. And both of us together thought of Queynt
and Chance, fondly and with foreboding. At one point I even found myself regretting Queen Vorbold,
back in Xammer, for all her unsympathetic pride. But if we went to them, there was nothing we could do
to help any of them. If anything could be done, it would be done here, now.
The reason for Lom's death would be found among those memories.
The reason had to be there, somewhere in the past.
Perhaps if the reason were known, something could be done to reverse this final agony.
There seemed to be no one else to make the attempt.
We might be able to do something. If we were very lucky, it might even be the right thing.
Peter said all this to me, and then I repeated it to him with all the tone and frenzy of conviction. So we
encouraged ourselves. Both of us knew that each of us was sick with anxiety and apprehension, and each
of us was very busy concealing it from the other. 'Oh, yes,' we seemed to say, 'this is perfectly possible.
Of course we will get on with it at once,' while our stomachs hurt and a smelly sweat oozed on skins
already damp. Even I could smell us. A fustigar could have followed us for leagues. We stank of fear, and
everything we saw and heard made it clear how late it was to attempt anything
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at all. If we failed, we died with the world. And even if we succeeded, there was no guarantee we would
survive the effort.
I had been inside the Maze once before, only just inside a shallow edge. Cernaby of the Soul had showed
me one way in and one way out, and now that Peter and I were going in together, it seemed wise to start
by retracing those earlier steps. To get the flavor, so to speak. Or rather, to let Peter get the flavor, since I
was afraid I already had it. A flavor of confusion, mostly. Of connections just out of reach. At any rate,
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after an affectionate and - if we're honest about it -bravely-hiding-our-true-feelings-for-fear-of frightening-
ourselves embrace, we went in hand in hand by the same path I had tried before, an easy path making a
short loop into the Maze and out again, the entrance and exit only a few paces apart along the road.
We took one step . . .
... To find ourselves upon a height, sharp with wind. Below lay a cliff-edged bowl carpeted in spring
green, sun glinting on the western rim of stone, the depths still in shadow. From above came an enormous
screaming, mightier than any fleshy voice, metal on air, burning gasses, hot shrieking wind.
Down from above a silver spearhead, falling butt end first, buoyed on its bellowing, gas-farting rear,
down into the green. I smelled the burning; trees burst into flame; the grass crisped into ash; smoke
billowed into the morning. Then quiet. A feeling of dread; dread and excitement, curiosity and pain.
Mixed.
A door opened high on the silver spearhead, and a strange creature came out. It was too thick through to
be normal. Too thin from side to side and too thick from back to front. Not star-shaped, as would have
been normal. Limbs oddly jointed. Naked-faced. Not attractive. Ugly, rather. It called with a weak little
voice into the shadowed bowl. Um, um, blah, um. Uttering nonsense. Um, um, blah. I knew what it was
saying but
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could not understand a word. A nasty little human creature, an invader, and I could not understand a
word.
I shook myself, frightened, grasping Peter's arm and hanging on as though I were drowning. I had not
seen that creature through my own eyes but through the eyes of- the world. Through Lom's eyes. I gasped,
blinked, tried to find myself in all this.
'Jinian . . . Jinian?' He was shaking me gently, looking at me with that tender concern he showed
sometimes, the kind that made my heart turn over and stop beating.
'It's all right,' I breathed. 'It's all right. Let's get out of here.' I tugged him to our left along the rim of the
cliff, toward the grove of midnight trees. He followed me reluctantly, eyes turned back to watch that
silvery vehicle in its patch of burned grass. Just before we reached the tree, the silver vessel disappeared
from the green bowl below and we heard the howling begin high above us. As we stepped into the
shadow, I looked up. It was coming down again. Below us in the valley the green meadow was
untouched; the blackened scar had vanished.
'What?' Peter started to say.
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'Shh,' I said. 'Just come on a few more steps, then we'll figure it out.' I was shaken. When I had been here
before, I had merely observed, not been battered about by these waves of feeling.
We stepped out from the shadow of the tree onto the Wastes of Bleer. The place was unmistakable; a high
plateau, barren and drear, with the contorted shapes of the Wind's Bones all around. Thorn bush and
devil's spear and great Wind's Bones. There was no feeling here, only a waiting numbness.
'Quick,' I said to Peter, moving toward the crevasse I remembered from the time before. 'Before it comes
down on our heads.' Above us, out of a clear sky, a moon was falling at us, burning bright, soundlessly,
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hideously plunging out of the east. He looked up, gasped, almost fell as I pulled him down into the hole . .
.
. . . Into the great, gray temple I remembered from last time. Outside the walls, the menacing roar of many
voices. Above us, a great vacancy, an enormous height. Smoke rising. Somewhere doors opening and
closing, the sound far away and vague, as though heard inattentively. Shadowy forms moving around us,
back and forth across the immense nave. Two pedestals were toppled against the wall, the lamp that had
evidently rested on one of them lay at my feet. Beside the other fallen pedestal was a great book, its
leaves crumpled.
Before I could stop him, Peter broke from my side and ran to a carved stone monument that loomed
beneath one of the high windows. He was up in it in a moment, neck craned to peer through the opening. I
remember being surprised that he Shifted a little as he went, making spidery arms and legs for himself.
Somehow I had felt our Talents would not work in the Maze. There was no time to consider it. I cried out,
'Peter, don't. ..." afraid he would through into some other place. He heard the tone of panic in my voice, if
not the words, came scurrying back. My heart was pounding; every muscle was tight. I could barely
breathe among the feelings of apprehension and horror. We fled around the low curbing of an empty pool
toward the stairs and the altar. From high above came the dreadful breaking sound that I remembered half
hearing the time before, a sound like a great tree breaking, tearing apart in an agony of ripped fibers. . . .
We stepped behind the altar and out onto the path in the Maze. It opened to our right onto the same road
we had left.
'Wah.' Peter gasped, breathless. 'Gah. Oh. That wasn't what I expected.'
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I tried to take a deep breath, choking myself in the effort. Horror. Sheer horror. After a time the feeling
diminished. I managed to ask, 'What did you see out the window?'
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'Eesties. I mean, I guess they were Eesties. I've never seen them, but Mavin has. And Queynt saw them, of
course. I don't know what else they could have been. Star-shaped. Hundreds, maybe thousands of them,
all roaring at the building we were in. Why did you yell at me like that?'
'I was afraid you'd slip through. Cernaby said each "place" has many ways out. That's what makes it a
maze. If you'd gone somewhere else, I'm not sure I could have found you.'
'Is it all like that?'
'I think so. Places. No, not exactly places. More like events. Did you notice that first one we were in? ..."
'It was the Base. The place the Magicians called the Base. I've seen that ship before. I've been there.'
'Have you really!' Somehow this was astonishing to me. Even though I knew Peter had had a life before
we met — or met again — evidence of it always had the power to surprise me, to shame me, as though I
felt he could not have survived without me. 'Then you know what was happening?'
'It was the human ship arriving. The ship with all the Magicians on it. Barish was on that ship, and Didir,
and Queynt himself. It landed a thousand years ago. Didn't you see Barish come out the door on the side
of it? I wanted to get closer and see what Barish was like before - when he was just Barish.'
Barish was no longer just Barish. I knew Peter blamed himself sometimes for putting old Windlow's mind
into Barish's body, but then at the time we all thought Barish had no mind of his own. Since then, the two
of them had lived an uneasy joint tenancy, two sets of memories, two sets of opinions on everything, all
in one head, and it would have been interesting to see
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what Barish was like, just as himself. Nonetheless, we hadn't time to think of it now.
'All I could see was something that didn't look natural,' I confessed. 'Even though I knew it was human, I
thought it was very strange. I couldn't understand it.'
'That's odd.' He thought about this, peering at me intently, then nodding. 'Well, no, not really odd. If these
are the memories of the world, as your Dervish friend told you, then you're probably picking up how the
world feels about it. Felt about it. To this world, men would have been strange. Very strange. Come from
some far place, not of "itself," so to speak.'
This made sense. At least it was no stranger than the rest of it, and it would explain the horrifying feelings
I had been having.
'The second place we got into was the Wastes of Bleer,' mused Peter. 'At the time the moon fell. You said
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