
Isola pretended not to notice.
“Most massive noughts don’t have stars as close neighbours, nor gas clouds to feed them so prodigiously and
make them shine.” Closing one eye again, Mikaela sent another command. In a flickered instant, the ostentatious
display of stellar devouring was replaced by serene quiet. Cool, untroubled constellations spanned the theatre.
Tenembro Nought was a mere ripple in one quadrant of the starry field, unnoticed by the audience until Mikaela’s
pointer drew attention to its outlines. A lenslike blur of distortion, nothing more.
“Solitary macro-singularities like Tenembro are far more common than their gaudy cousins. Standing alone in
space, hungry, but too isolated to draw in more than a rare atom or meteoroid, they are also harder to find. Tenembro
Nought was discovered only after detecting the way it bent light from faraway galaxies.
“The black hole turned out to be perfect for our needs, and only fifty-nine years, shiptime, from the colony on
Kalimarn.”
Under Mikaela’s mute guidance, the image enlarged. She gestured towards a corner of the tank, where a long,
slender vessel could be seen, decelerating into orbit around the cold dimple in space. From the ship’s tail emerged
much smaller ripples, which also had the property of causing starlight to waver briefly. The distortion looked similar –
though on a microscopic scale – to that caused by the giant nought itself. This was no coincidence.
“Once in orbit, we began constructing research probes. We converted our ship’s drive to make tailored
micro-singularities …”
At that moment, a tickling sensation along her left eyebrow told Isola that a datafeed was queued with results from
her latest experiment. She closed that eye with a trained squeeze denoting ACCEPT. Implants along the inner lid came
alight, conveying images in crisp focus to her retina. Unlike the digested pap in Mikaela’s presentation, what Isola
saw was in real time … or as ‘real’ as time got, this near a macro black hole.
More rippling images of constellations. She sub-vocally commanded a shift to graphic mode; field diagrams
snapped over the starry scene, showing Tenembro’s mammoth, steepening funnel in space-time. An uneven
formation of objects – miniscule in comparison – skimmed towards glancing rendezvous with the great nought’s eerily
bright-black horizon. Glowing traceries depicted one of the little objects as another space-funnel. Vastly smaller,
titanically narrower, it too possessed a centre that was severed from this reality as if amputated by the scalpel of God.
“… with the objective of creating ideal conditions for our instruments to peer down …”
Columns of data climbed across the scene under Isola’s eyelid. She could already tell that this experiment wasn’t
going any better than the others. Despite all their careful calculations, the camera probes still weren’t managing to
straddle between the giant and dwarf singularities at the right moment, just when the black discs touched. Still, she
watched that instant of grazing passage, hoping to learn something –
The scene suddenly shivered as Isola’s belly gave a churning lurch, provoking waves of nausea. She blinked
involuntarily and the image vanished.
The fit passed, leaving her short of breath, with a prickle of perspiration on her face and neck. Plucking a kerchief
from her sleeve, Isola dabbed her brow. She lacked the will to order the depiction back. Time enough to go over the
results later, with full-spectrum facilities.
This is getting ridiculous, Isola brooded. She had never imagined, w hen the requisition request came, that a
simple clonal pregnancy would entail so many inconveniences!
“… taking advantage of a loophole in the rules of our cosmos, which allow for a slightly offset boundary when the
original collapstar possessed either spin or charge. This offset from perfection is one of the features we hope to
exploit …”
Isola felt a sensation of being watched. She shifted slightly. From her nearby pseudo-life chaise, Jarlquin was
looking at Isola again, with a measuring expression.
She might have the courtesy to feign attention to Mikaela’s presentation, Isola thought, resentfully. Jarlquin
seems more preoccupied with my condition than I am.
The Pleasencer’s interest was understandable, after having come so far just for the present contents of Isola’s
womb. My anger with Jarlquin has an obvious source. Its origin is the same as my own.
An obsession with beginnings had brought Isola to this place on the edge of infinity.
How did the universe begin?
Where did it come from?
Where do I come from?
It was ironic that her search would take her to where creation ended. For while the expanding cosmos has no
‘outer edge’, as such, it does encounter a sharp boundary at the rim of a black hole.
Isola remembered her childhood, back on Kalimarn, playing in the yard with toys that made pico-singularities on
demand, from which she gained her first experience examining the warped mysteries of succinct event horizons. She
recalled the day these had ceased to be mere dalliances, or school exercises in propulsion engineering, when they
instead became foci for exaltation and wonder.
The same equations that describe an expanding universe also tell of a gravity trough’s collapse. Explosion,
implosion … the only difference lay in reversing time’s arrow. We are, in effect, living inside a gigantic black hole!
Her young mind marvelled at the implications.
Everything within is aleph. Aleph is cut off from contact with that which is not aleph. Or that which came before
aleph. Cause and effect, forever separated.
As I am separated from what brought me into being.