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for them.
"Are we living out here?" she whispered.
Dick looked down at the cots. "Oh," he said. "I guess so. Well, it's hot, ain't it? We'll
be all right." He dropped the suitcases and pushed through the door into the house. She followed
him, wondering where she was going to put her things when they arrived.
"Ma!"
The kitchen was small and dark, and the woman kneading biscuit dough at the table filled it
effectively. She looked up at them. She had Dick's strong jaw. She did not smile as she said:
"Oh."
"Hey!" Dick edged forward and embraced her.
"You'll get your good clothes floured," Mrs. Loveland told him, looking over his shoulder
at Katherine. "You're Kathy, I guess."
"Yes, Mother Loveland, Katherine," she said, smiling and nodding. "I'm awfully glad to meet
you -- though I guess we're a little early. I hope that's not an inconvenience."
"_Katherine_, huh?" Mrs. Loveland looked coldly amused. "Now, that's funny. Dick told me
you were born in Chapel Hill, but you sure don't talk like it."
"Well, I was," Katherine stammered, "But I grew up in New York, you know. I studied at the
Metropolitan Museum of Art, did Dick tell you?"
"No," said Mrs. Loveland.
* * * *
She was miserably homesick, through the weeks of Indian summer. Without his football sweater Dick
no longer looked much like Nelson Eddy; and he'd changed, as a son will change in his mother's
house. The other illusion, about coming home to the South and having a big, loving family instead
of living in boarding houses with Mother and Anne -- that was fading too.
She saw clearly enough that she'd better make Mrs. Loveland like her, but her attempts to
help out were dismissed -- she didn't know how to cook. She and Mother and Anne had eaten in
restaurants or heated Campbell's soup over Sterno cans in their rooms. She took on the task of
feeding the chicks, but her decision to make a pet of the crippled black one earned her contempt
even from Dick. She persisted; made it a separate pen, gave it special care, named it. It lived
and grew, to Mrs. Loveland's disgust.
Her things came, in far too many crates, and Dick and Mr. Loveland grumbled as they stacked
them in the barn. With them came the letter from Mother, and she cried as she read it. She could
hear the weary patient voice so clearly, she could see Mother looking up at her over her
spectacles, as term papers waited for grading.
_Beloved daughter,_
_I hope this finds you well and settling in. It may be difficult at first, as the life is
not one to which you are accustomed. "I slept, and dreamed that life was Beauty; I woke, and found
that life was Duty". Please believe, however, that I wish you happiness with all my heart._
_I have sent all your books, and some of the things from the Goldsborough house that you
loved, as well as the rest of your trousseau. If there is anything else you require, I will send
it along at the first opportunity as soon as you let me know what you lack._
_Your sister and I continue well. Anne is now understudy for the ingenue as well as in the
chorus. I had occasion to meet Kurt Weill, the composer, who was dining at the table next to mine.
His music is considered quite avant-garde but I found him to be a very nice little man, quite shy.
What I have heard of his work so far impresses me mightily._
_I must go now, but send sincerest wishes for your continuing joy, and the earnest hope
that you will find with Dick the domestic happiness for which I know you have always longed. It is
not given to all of us, but may it be given to you._
_Your loving_
_Mother_
So she couldn't write to Mother about how miserable she was, not without seeming like a
worthless failure, and worse; Mother would gloomily conclude that the shame and scandal of The
Divorce had rubbed off on her children after all.
She endured. Most of her clothing was inappropriate for daily life on a farm. Under Mrs.
Loveland's blank stare she was stupidly inept, burnt things while ironing them, broke things while
washing them.
The warm weather ended and it rained, and in the leaking barn her books got soaked. She
carried them into the house frantically, armloads spread and opened before the stove to dry,
weeping as she peeled back wet pages from the color plates: the _Child's Garden of Verses _with
its Maxfield Parrish illustrations, Kay Nielsen's _East of the Sun and West of the Moon, Myths and
Enchantment Tales, The Volland Mother Goose, Lamb's Tales From Shakespeare. _When Mrs. Loveland
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