
assignment - liaison to Mr. Bester. Bester was the top Psi Cop, the one who got the tough
cases chasing down rogue telepaths. But he was much more than a Psi Cop, as Gray well
knew. Bester was one of the most powerful figures in Psi Corps, the closely guarded
organization charged with training and regulating both military and civilian telepaths.
Although Bester's name did not appear on any list of prominent citizens, a more powerful
man in the Earth Alliance would be hard to find.
Gray was distracted by some children bounding several strides ahead of their parents in
the light gravity. He was glad that he didn't have any ofthose to worry about, although, lately,
he had been feeling unaccountably paternal. It was Susan, he thought, Susan Ivanova from
Babylon 5. She had brought out these strange feelings in him, and what had he brought out
in her? Loathing and disgust. He was afraid to give himself encouragement when it came to
Susan, but toward the end of his eventful visit to Babylon 5, there had been a twinge of
sympathy, a smidgen of understanding in her response to him. Or so he imagined.
After all, nobodychose to be telepathic. Better than anyone, Susan Ivanova should know
that. She could have unlimited sympathy for her mother, a rogue telepath, so why couldn't
she have some for him? Was he any different, just because he had chosen to accept his gift
and allow the Corps to train him and place restrictions on his behavior? Was he any
different than a soldier, trained to kill one moment and keep the peace the next? They lived
in a society that had rules, and the rules were for the good of everyone.
Okay, Mr. Gray had to admit, the rules worked better for some people than for others. But
nobody wanted anarchy, such as the revolt on Mars a few weeks earlier. The fighting was
over, he reminded himself, and most of the real damage had occurred on another part of
Mars, not this region. Stopping the dissension on Mars would be easier than winning
Susan's heart. If only he could return to B5 and have another chance to talk to her, to
convince her that he wasn't a monster.
A moment later, another female intruded into his mind. It was the security guard at the end
of the walkway, and Gray separated her voice from the innumerable voices which babbled
inside his head whenever he was in a crowded place. They weren't real voices - they were
thoughts - but his mind translated the thoughts into an interior monologue. If he concentrated,
he could pick out the voice he wanted, amplify it, and even look behind it at the motions and
motives which informed it.
He produced his identicard a moment before she asked for it. Then he felt a jab of fear from
her in response to the card and his Psi Corps insignia, although her smiling face said,
"Have a pleasant stay on Mars, Mr. Gray."
Many telepaths loved that instantaneous fear they inspired in total strangers. They got off on
it and were
disappointed if a person's psyche didn't cower before them. Gray only found it depressing.
With his guard down, he was struck by a mind-scan so severe that it staggered him. If it
hadn't been for the Martian gravity, which bounced him harmlessly off a wall, he would've
fallen to the floor.
"Are you all right?" asked the guard as she grabbed Gray's elbow and steadied him.
"Yes, yes," he rasped, trying to clear his head. Who the hell had donethat to him?