and my host remained in the kitchen, arguing with the cook over the missing waiter’s character
and probable ancestry. Even as I amused myself by listening, however, I felt a disturbance
approaching the door. No temblor yet, thank Heaven, but a tempest of emotions. I caught the
horrifying mental images before ever I heard the stifled weeping. In another moment he had
burst through the door, a young male mortal with a prodigious black mustache, quite nattily
dressed but with his thick hair in wild disarray. As soon as he was past the threshold his sobs
burst out unrestrained, at a volume that would have done credit to Caruso.
This brought his employer out of the back at once, blurting out the first phrases of furious
denunciation. The missing waiter (for so he was) staggered forward and thrust out that day’s
Chronicle. The headlines, fully an inch tall, checked the torrent of abuse: MANY LOSE THEIR
LIVES IN GREAT ERUPTION OF VESUVIUS.
The proprietor of the restaurant, struck dumb, went an ugly ashen color. He put the fingertips of
one hand in his mouth and bit down hard. In a broken voice, the waiter described the horrors:
Roof collapsed in church in his own village. His own family might even now lie dead, buried in
ash. The proprietor snatched the paper and cast a frantic eye over the columns of print. He sank
to his knees in the sawdust, sobbing. Evidently he had family in Naples, too.
I stared at my plate. I saw grey and rubbery meat, congealing grease, seared bone with the
marrow turned black. In the midst of life we are in death, but it doesn’t do to reflect upon it while
dining.
"You must, please, excuse us, sir," the proprietor said to me, struggling to his feet. "There has
been a terrible tragedy." He set the Chronicle beside my plate so I could see the blurred
rotogravure picture of King Victor Emmanuel. Report That Total Number Of Dead May Reach
Seven Hundred, I read. Towns Buried Under Ashes and Many Caught in Ruined Buildings.
MANY BUILDINGS CRUSHED BY ASHES. Of course, I had known about the coming tragedy;
but it was on the other side of the world, the business of other Company operatives, and I envied
them that their work was completed now.
"I am so very sorry, sir," I managed to say, looking up at my host. He thought my pallor was
occasioned by sympathy: he could not know I was seeing his mortal face like an apparition of
the days to come, and it was grey and charring, for he lay dead in the burning ruins of a
boarding house in the Mission District. Horror, yes, impossible not to feel horror, but one cannot
empathize with them. One must not.
They went into the kitchen to tell the cook and I heard weeping break out afresh. Carefully I took
up the newspaper and perused it. Perhaps there was something here that might divert me from
the unpleasantness of the moment? Embezzlement. A crazed admirer stalking an actress.
Charlatan evangelists. Grisly murder committed by two boys. Deadly explosion. Crazed derelict
stalking a bank president. Los Angeles school principals demanding academic standards
lowered.
I dropped the paper, and, leaving five dollars on the table, I fled that place.
I walked briskly, not looking into the faces of the mortals I passed. I rode the cable car, edging
away from the mortal passengers. I nearly ran through the green expanse of Golden Gate Park,
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