
At that moment, Lorrins interrupted. "Yes!" he cried. "I've heard of this. When we captured some of the
Cylon databanks, I reviewed this. Baltar's right; it seemed like bragging to me. But they told about a
place like this, anUr universe that existed outside the normal confines of time and space. I couldn't tell if
they truly knew that it existed, or were merely theorizing."
"It's real," Baltar said. "Look! See for yourself." he gestured at the window behind him. "This is what it
does look like."
Starbuck groaned, shaking his head. Baltar ignored him. "The Cylons believed that every moment that
ships and creatures from the universe that we know spent in this place threatened the universe without,"
Baltar said. "I don't pretend to understand the theory, but it was a place that upset even the order that
their twisted minds could understand. They called this a place where patterns reflect on our world, a time
under time where a ripple in the current of space flux can shape vast destinies in the material universe.
Think of it as undertime, the one ultimately causal place in a causal universe."
"That's ridiculous," Starbuck said.
Dr. Lorrins, excited again, interrupted. "Starbuck, listen," he said, "Imagine for a moment that you went
back in time and murdered your mother. Would you suddenly cease to exist? No; the universe doesn't
keep tabs. You would exist in a loop of time, and forward from that loop. That's causality. It's the reason
space and time are always in flux. Ultimately, we live in a universe where causes do and do not obtain.
Some things we see simply are as they are, and the things that brought them into being may never have
happened."
"I don't get it," Starbuck said. "There are always reasons that things happen."
"Oh, there usually are, I'll grant you that," Baltar said, leaning forward and running his hand through his
still-dark hair. "But always? I think not. Have you ever used a starship to travel back into the ultimate
moment of creation? Have you seen the ranks of thousands who've traveled there to bear witness? To
see the unseen hand? I have gone a dozen times, Starbuck. I can tell you that there was no hand to see;
for all that I can observe there may've been no Maker, for the big bang appeared to set itself into motion,
entirely. But I can also tell you that that moment was deliberate, and carefully considered. The slightest
changes in any aspect of it in the least way would have made a universe where no life was possible,
where breath would not avail and the chemicals that let us live could not react with one another. The
Maker made our universe with love, and consideration for our lives—he made the world to save us all,
and ensure our posterity.
"But I have gone to watch him, and I have seen no hand of God, my friends," Baltar said, his face lined
with exhaustion and eyes dark and knowing.
"You lie, old man," Starbuck growled. But even Starbuck could hear in his own voice how wrong he
was. Even Dr. Lorrins had stood back, no longer excited to talk about the physics, and watched Baltar in
wonder and fear.
Apollo's hand found Athena's.
"This place… this place is the tabulation underneath the unaccountable, uncountable universe," Baltar
said. "If it were safe and I could travel here maliciously and with forethought, how I would love to watch
creation from this vantage! But it must not be. This is where the flotsam and jetsam of the universe truly
exist; if you cease to exist here, you do cease. It is like a living metaphor, in its way: in the universe