
‘First impressions,’ I said. ‘You can never trust ’em.’
‘Oh, I don’t know ’bout that.’ She gazed off toward the Great Pyramid; then, after a
second or two: ‘So what do you smuggle? Drugs?’
‘Too dangerous. You run drugs, you’re looking at the death penalty. I have
something of a moral problem with it, too.’
‘Is that right?’ She glanced down at the remains of my cigarette.
‘Just because I use doesn’t mean I approve of the business.’
‘Seems to me that’s tacit approval.’
‘Maybe so, but I see a distinction. Whatever else pays, I’ll deal with it. Diamonds,
exotic software, hacksaw blades… whatever. But no drugs.’
‘Hacksaw blades?’ She laughed. ‘Can’t be much profit in that.’
‘You might be surprised.’
‘Been a while since anything’s surprised me,’ she said.
A silence stretched between us, vibrant as a plucked wire. I wanted to touch the soft
packs of muscle that bunched at the corners of her mouth. ‘You’ve come to the right
place,’ I said. ‘I’m surprised all the time here.’
‘Is that so?’
‘Like now,’ I said. ‘Like this very minute, I’m surprised.’
‘This here?’ she said. ‘This is just doin’ what comes naturally.’
Despite her flirtatious tone, I had an idea she was getting bored. To hold her interest
I told stories about my Arab partner in the old bazaar, about moving robotic elements and
tractor parts. It’s odd, how when you come on to someone, even with the sort of half-assed
move I was making, you invest the proceedings with unwarranted emotion, you imbue every
action and thought with luminous possibility, until suddenly all the playful motives you had
for making the move begin to grow legitimate and powerful. It is as if a little engine has been
switched on in your heart due to some critical level of heat having been reached. It seems
that random and impersonal, that careless. Not that I was falling in love with her. It was just
that everything was becoming urgent, edgy. But soon I began to bore myself with my own
glibness, and I asked Kate how she had ended up in Egypt.
‘I was in the Middle East nine years ago. I had an itch to see it again.’
‘In Egypt?’
‘Naw, I was in Saudi. But I didn’t want to go back. I couldn’t walk around free like
here.’ I was just putting those two facts together, 1990 and Saudi Arabia, when the sun
came out full, and something glinted on the back of her right hand: three triangular diamond
chips embedded in the flesh. I noticed a slight difference in colouration between the wrist
and forearm, and realized it was a prosthesis. I had seen similar ones, the same pattern of
diamond chips, all embedded in artificial limbs belonging to veterans of Desert Storm. Kate
caught me staring at the hand, shifted it behind her hip; but a second later she moved it back
into plain view.
‘Somethin’ botherin’ you?’ she asked flatly.
‘Not at all,’ I said.
She held my eyes for a few beats. The tension in her face dissolved. ‘It bothers
some,’ she said, flexing the fingers of the hand, watching them work. She glanced up at me
again. ‘I flew a chopper, case you’re wonderin’.’
I made a noncommittal noise. ‘Must have been tough.’
‘Yeah, maybe, I don’t know. Basically what happened was just plain stupid.’ She
lapsed into another silence, and I grew concerned again that I might be losing her interest.
‘Would you like to go somewhere?’ I asked. ‘Maybe have a drink?’
She worried her lower lip. ‘A drink’s not all we’re talkin’ about here, is it?’
I was pleased by her frankness, her desire to move things along. Like her ungilded