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As conditions became worse, Sally found a new inner strength. She tried to set an example
for others in her tent. They looked to her as their leader, with Adam as her prime minister. When
she cried, everyone was afraid. And so, at age twenty-two standard years, her dark hair a tangled
mess, her clothes filthy and torn and her hands coarse and dirty, Sally could not even throw
herself into a corner and weep. All she could do was endure the nightmare.
Into the nightmare had come rumors of Imperial battleships in the sky above the black dome-
and rumors that the prisoners would be slaughtered before the ships could break through. She had
smiled and pretended not to believe it could happen. Pretended? A nightmare was not real.
Then the marines had crashed through, led by a big blood-covered man with the manners of
the Court and one arm in a sling. The nightmare had ended then, and Sally waited to wake up.
They'd cleaned her, fed her, clothed her-why didn't she wake up? Her soul felt wrapped in cotton.
Acceleration was heavy on her chest. The shadows in the cabin were sharp as razors. The
New Chicago recruits crowded at the windows, chattering. They must be in space. But Adam and Annie
watched her with worried eyes. They'd been fat when first they saw New Chicago. Now the skin of
their faces hung in folds. She knew they'd given her too much of their own food. Yet they seemed
to have survived better than she.
I wish I could cry, she thought. I ought to cry. For Dorothy. I kept waiting for them to
tell me Dorothy had been found. Nothing. She disappeared from the dream. A recorded voice said
something she didn't try to catch. Then the weight lifted from her and she was floating.
Floating. Were they actually going to let her go?'
She turned abruptly to the window. New Chicago glowed like any Earthlike world, its
distinctive patterns unreadable. Bright seas and lands, all the shades of blue smeared with the
white frosting of cloud. Dwindling. As it shrank, she stared out, hiding her face. Nobody should
see that feral snarl. In that moment she could have ordered New Chicago burned down to bedrock.
After inspection, Rod conducted Divine Worship on the hangar deck. They had only just
finished the last hymn when the midshipman of the watch announced that the passengers were coming
aboard. Blaine watched the crew scurry back to work. There would be no free Sundays
while his ship wasn't in fighting trim, no matter what service traditions might say about Sundays
in orbit. Blaine listened as the men went past, alert for signs of resentment. Instead he heard
idle chatter, and no more than the expected grumbling.
"All right, I know what a mote is," Stoker Jackson was saying to his partner. "I can
understand getting a mote in me eye. But how in God's Name can I get a beam there? You tell me
that, now, how can a beam get in a man's eye and him not know it? Ain't reason;"
"You're absolutely right. What's a beam?"
"What's a beam? Oh ho, you're from Tabletop, aren't you? Well, a beam is sawn wood-wood.
It comes from a tree. A tree, that's a great, big..
The voices faded out. Blaine made his way quickly back to the bridge. If Sally Fowler had been the
only passenger he would have been happy to meet her at the hangar deck, but he wanted this Bury to
understand their relationship immediately. It wouldn't do for him to think the captain of one of
His Majesty's warships would go out of his way to greet a Trader.
From the bridge Rod watched the screens as the wedge-shaped craft matched orbit and was
winched aboard, drifting into MacArthur between the great rectangular wings of the hangar doors.
His hand hovered near the intercom switches. Such operations were tricky.
Midshipman Whitbread met the passengers. Bury was first, followed by a small dark man the
Trader didn't bother to introduce. Both wore clothing reasonable for space, balloon trousers with
tight ankle bands, tunics belted into place, all pockets zipped or velcroed closed. Bury seemed
angry. He cursed his servant, and Whitbread thoughtfully recorded the man's comments, intending to
run them through the ship's brain later. The midshipman sent the Trader forward with a petty
officer, but waited for Miss Fowler himself. He'd seen pictures of her.
They put Bury in the Chaplain's quarters, Sally in the First Lieutenant's cabin. The
ostensible reason she got the largest quarters was that Annie, her servant, would have to share
her cabin. The menservants could be bunked down with the crew, but a woman, even one as old as
Annie, couldn't mingle with the men. Spacers off-planet long enough develop new standards of
beauty. They'd never bother a senator's niece, but a housekeeper would be something else. It all
made sense, and if the First Lieutenant's cabin was next to Captain Blaine's quarters, while the
Chaplain's stateroom was a level down and three bulkheads aft, nobody was going to complain.
"Passengers aboard, sir," Midshipman Whitbread reported.
"Good. Everyone comfortable?"
"Well, Miss Fowler is, sir. Petty Officer Allot showed the Trader to his cabin..."
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