
thought of it; and in the morning, it seemed that without manhood I had grown old. She said I looked
peaked, and gave me a dose that griped my belly. But she was not cruel, and never beat me unless I
broke something she valued.
While I lay at the dealer's, the new King had been proclaimed. Ochos' line being extinguished, he was
royal only by side descent; but the people seemed to think well of him. Datis, my master, brought no
news to the harem, thinking the only concern of women was to please men, and of eunuchs to oversee
them. But the chief eunuch would bring us all the gleanings of the bazaar, taking delight in this importance;
and why not? It was all he had.
Darius the new King, he said, had both beauty and valor. When Ochos had been at war with the
Kadousians, and their giant champion had challenged the King's warriors, only Darius had come forward.
He stood six feet and a half himself, and had transfixed the man with a single javelin, living ever since in
the renown. There had been consultations, and the Magi had scanned the skies; but no one in council had
dared cross Bagoas' choice, he was too much dreaded. However, it seemed that so far the new King
had murdered no one; his manners were reported gracious and mild.
As I heard this, waving my mistress's peacock fan, I recalled my father's birthday feast, the last of his
life; the guests threading up the mountain and coming in through the gatehouse, the grooms taking their
horses; my father with me beside him, welcoming them at the door. One man had towered over the
others, and looked so much a warrior that even to me he did not seem old. He was handsome, with all
his teeth still perfect, and had tossed me up like a baby, making me laugh. Had he not been called
Darius? But one king or another, I thought as I waved the fan, what is that to me?
Soon all this was stale news, and they were talking about the west. There were barbarians there whom I
had heard my father speak of, red-haired savages who painted themselves blue; they lived north of the
Greeks, a tribe called Macedonians. First they had come raiding; then they had had the impudence to
declare war, and the coastal satraps were arming. But the news now was that not long after King Arses'
death, their own King had been killed, at some public spectacle where, in their barbarous way, he had
walked about unguarded. His heir was only a young lad, so there was no more need to be concerned
about them.
My life went by in the small duties of the harem, making beds, carrying trays, mixing sorbets of mountain
snow and citron, painting my mistress's finger-ends, and being petted by the girls; Datis had only one
wife, but three young concubines, who were kind to me, knowing the master had no taste for boys. But if
ever I waited on them, my mistress would clip my ear.
Soon I was let out on little errands, to buy henna and kohl and herbs for the clothes-chests, and such
things beneath the chief eunuch's dignity; and would see other eunuchs shopping too. Some were like
him, soft and fat with breasts like women's, and after seeing one, though I was growing quickly, I would
eat less. Others were shriveled and shrill like careworn crones. But a few stood tall and straight, with
some look of pride in themselves; I used to wonder what their secret was.
It was summer; the orange trees in the women's court scented the air, mixed with perfumed sweat from
the girls, as they sat dabbling their fingers at the rim of the fishpool. My mistress had bought me a little
harp, to hold on the knee, and bade one of the girls teach me to tune it. I was singing, when the chief
eunuch rushed in, wheezing with haste and quivering all over. He was bursting with news, but paused to
mop his brow and complain about the heat, making them wait. One could see it was a great day.
Madam, he said, Bagoas the Vizier is dead!
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