
grabbed a few clothes and I'll be home by morning. Who knows? Maybe the trip'll mellow me out a little
- you'd better hope so, 'cause I'm more pissed at you than ever, and that's saying a lot. You've obviously
forgotten that I'm your husband and you promised to 'love, honor, and obey' me. You owe me a hell of a
lot of all three, and don't you forget it!"
She knew just what he'd looked like when he recorded that message - his face so tight with anger that his
eyes bulged, his hands clenched into fists at his sides, and his whole body puffed up, making his slight
5'6" build seem immense. She found that she'd backed away from the machine, as if it was Michael
himself. She blinked a couple of times and groped her way to the loveseat.
Why had she gone? It couldn't have been worth upsetting Michael so incredibly much. Sure, she'd
accepted Carolyn's wedding invitation, but her college roommate would have gotten along just fine today
without her. And Tony had been happy to see her, but he hadn't seemed to need her support like she'd
expected. Maybe she'd gone as a way of rebelling against Michael's decision to leave for California
tomorrow.
Yes, that was it. She'd been angry with him, yet not willing to talk the issue through. The mature thing
would have been to wait until he got back and explain how she felt. Instead, she seized on the wedding
as a symbol - a stupid one, too. Going to the wedding against Michael's wishes meant that she was
putting her friends above her marriage, when Michael was the only person other than Aunt Martha who'd
ever really loved her.
She was an idiot! No wonder Michael was angry. She desperately wished she hadn't argued against him
getting a cell phone last fall. At the time, she'd been worried about the money - he wanted a fancy digital
one that cost a couple of hundred dollars, plus a not-insignificant monthly fee in addition to airtime. But if
she hadn't been such a penny-pincher, she could have called him right now to apologize. He wouldn't
forgive her right away - and he shouldn't, given the outrageousness of her behavior - but she could
explain why she'd done it, how sorry she was, and how she'd make it up to him.
She'd call the apartment and leave a message there, instead. It wouldn't be as good as talking to him
directly, and after driving all night, he might be even angrier by the time he arrived, but it was the best she
could do. And when she got a new job, she'd buy him the best cell phone in the universe, just to remind
him how much she loved him.
"Hi, Michael. Please call when you get in, even if it's the middle of the night. I'm really sorry about today.
I know you're mad, and you deserve to be. I really do love you, honey, and I promise I'll make it up to
you. I hope your trip went well, and again, please call me right away. I hate for us to be at odds like this."
She made a face as she hung up. That wasn't a very good message. She'd call back and leave another
one - if she could figure out what to say. He wouldn't be there for hours, so she had plenty of time to
think of something better.
She'd pack while she thought. It was more urgent than ever to leave tomorrow. Talking to Michael on the
phone was all well and good, but he'd never truly forgive her until she was there with him. If she didn't
need to talk to Fred and Angela about cleaning and closing up the house, she'd leave tonight.
Oh. Tony was due in the morning. Maybe she should call him and tell him not to come - it wasn't too late
to do that tonight. Yes, it was. He'd flown in from Rhode Island today, so he might have gone to bed
early. She'd get up early in the morning and call, instead.
By the time she finished packing, she was exhausted, but also encouraged at the progress she'd made.
She'd have to wait until at least nine o'clock to contact Fred and Angela, being that it was a Saturday
morning. She could get a lot of cleaning done after calling Tony, and that would save money. It would