
8 Gordon R. Dickson he had watched those three killed when
he had been sixteen eleven years ago. It was an empty house now, as it had
been ever since; but usually he could find comfort here.
They're not dead, he reminded himself. No one you love ever dies-for you. They
go on in you as long as you live. But the thought did not help.
On this cold, dark day he felt the emptiness of the house inescapably around
him. His mind reached out for consolation, as it had on so many such
occasions, to remembered poetry. But the only lines of verse that came to him
now did not comfort * They were no more than an echo of the dying year
outside. They were the lines of a poem he had himself once written, here in
this house, on just such a day of oncoming winter, when he had just turned
thirteen.
Now, autumn's birch, white-armed, disrobedfor sorrow, In wounded days, as that
weak sun slips down From failing year and sodden forest mold, Pray for old
memories like tarnished bronze;
And when night sky and mist, like sisters, creeping, Bring on the horned owl,
hooting at no moonMourn like a lute beneath the wotfskin winds, That on the
hollow log sound hollow horn.
-A chime rang its silvery note on his ear. A woman's voice spoke. "Hal," said
the voice of Ajela, "conference in twenty minutes. " "I'll be there," he said.
He sighed. "Clear!" he added, to the invisible technological magic that
surrounded him. The library, the estate and the rain winked out. He was back
in his quarters at the Final Encyclopedia, in orbit far above the surface of
the world he had just been experiencing. The rain and the wind and the
library, all as they would actually be at the estate in this moment, were left
now far below him.
He was surrounded by silence -silence, four paneled walls and three doors; one
door leading to the corridor outside, one to his bedroom, and one to the
carrel that was his ordinary
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workroom. About him in the main room where lie stood were the usual padded
armchair floats and a desk, above a soft red carpeting.
He was once again where he had spent most of the past three years, in that
technological marvel that was an artificial satellite of the planet Earth, the
Final Encyclopedia. Permanently in orbit about Earth. Earth, which in this
twenty-fourth century its emigrated children now called Old Earth, to
distinguish it from the world of New Earth, away off under the star of Sirius
and settled three hundred years since.
Around him again was only the silence-of his room, and of the satellite
itself. The Final Encyclopedia floated far above the surface of Earth and just
below the misty white phase-shield that englobed and protected both world and
Encyclopedia. Too far off to be heard, even if there had been atmosphere
outside to carry the sound, were the warships which patrolled beneath that
shield, guarding both the satellite and Earth against any intrusion by the
warships of ten of the thirteen Younger Worlds, beyond the shield.
Hal stood for a moment longer. He had twenty minutes, he reminded himself'.
So, for one last time, he sank into a cross-legged, seated position on the
carpeting and let his mind relax into that state that was a form of
concentration; although its physical and mental mechanisms were not the usual
ones for that mental state.
They were, in fact, a combination of the techniques taught him as a boy by
Walter the InTeacher-one of those three who had died eleven years ago-and his
own self-evolved creative methods for writing the poetry he had used to make.
He had developed the synthesis while he was still young; and Walter the
InTeacher, the Exotic among his tutors, had still been alive. Hal remembered
how deeply and childishly disappointed he had been then, when he had not been
able to show off the picture his mind had just generated, of the birch tree in
the wet autumn wood. The raw image of the poem he had just written.
But Walter, usually so mild and comforting in all things, had told him sternly
then that instead of being unhappy he should feel lucky that he had been able