
Niamh, Princess of Phaolon, whom I wooed and won in the body of another man, and in his name.
I do not mean ever to return to the Green Star; there is nothing for me to go back to. Nothing but
futility and pain and sorrow . . . sorrow of broken dreams, the pain of a lost love, the futility of striving
for that which cannot be regained.
Yet night after night . . . I hear the Green Star call!
Sometimes I ask myself, why did I record that narrative of my strange adventures on a distant
world, since I mean never to voyage there again?
Perhaps it is, simply, that I wished to preserve the memory of those weird, unearthly experiences,
before they began to fade from my memory–their brilliant colors dimming, like the fresh hues of a
withering flower. I wanted to record it all as I remembered it, the awe and beauty, the strangeness and
terror, the marvelous adventure only I had lived,
But now I am not sure: it may well be that to relive the marvels and mysteries of my venture into the
unknown was a symbolic return to the Green Star–a voyage into memory, to retrace the voyage through
space that I have sworn never to perform again.
My reasons are complex and illogical. But, after all, I am only a man. Logic is cold argument in
matters of the human heart.
The trouble, quite simply, is this: I had ventured to the World of the Green Star, a disembodied
spirit, and thereon had found a body awaiting my coming–or the coming of some other spirit from the
vast deep. That body I entered, slipping into it as a hand enters a waiting glove. And thus I assumed the
body and name and identity of a mighty hero of the mythic past, the great warrior Chong, whose spirit
had been severed from its body by the malignant spells of an envious magician and cast away to drift
forever among the nameless stars.
In that body I had loved the Princess of Phaolon-Niamh the Fair–and she had returned my love!
For love of her I had been thrust into a thousand perils, battling terrific monsters and wicked men to
protect the flowerlike beauty who went ever at my side.
But in the end I had betrayed the child-woman I loved. I had failed of her trust, there at the last.
Trapped among the outlaws of the sky-tall trees, helpless to face the wrath of the Amazon girl, Siona, I
had been struck down in the hour of ultimate peril. And I had died, there on the World of the Green Star
. . . leaving my princess helpless and alone amid a thousand terrors, hunted on all sides by merciless and
ruthless enemies . . . while my sad soul went drifting back to the body it had left behind, on the planet of
its birth!
How could I return to that far world again–and for what reason? To float, a disembodied spirit, in
homage before the tomb of the girl I loved? Or to look on, helplessly, as she struggled against dangers
and foes against which my hovering spirit was but a wisp of air?
These things were undeniably true–yet reason and sanity and logic are poor solace for a tormented
heart. By day the memory of my lost love haunted my waking hours and by night, the Green Star called
like a siren through my dreams . . .
Life on the planet of my birth held little to interest me. True, I am young and handsome, and wealthy
–as most men measure wealth. The first is an accident of heredity, the second a matter of inheritance–
neither have anything to do with me.
Crippled with polio as a child, in the years before the perfection of the Salk vaccine, I could live out
my years in comfortable boredom, surrounded by every luxury that money can buy. The fortune of my
father, the country estate of my family, these both are mine to enjoy. But I chafe against the weary futility
of this life of cushioned ease; I yearn to be thrust into the wilderness, pitting my strength and courage and