
bright blue eyes. Now, even in the frigid night, he felt a rush of warmth as he
fantasized about the way she enhanced the burgundy sweater she had been wearing
when she gave her forecast. The pearl necklace around her delicate neck. The way
she brushed the hair from her face with manicured fingernails just before smiling at
him and motioning to the chroma-keyed radar map.
He knew she was smiling at him. He knew she was talking directly to him. He
knew because she always talked specifically to him; warning of heat waves and cold
snaps. Tracy cared about the old man, of this he was sure—and last night was no
exception. With loving concern, she had instructed him to find someplace indoors to
sleep, because it was going to get colder and it was going to snow very soon. She
was worried about him, and it made the old man feel wanted.
He took heed of her caution, for Tracy was always right about the weather. But,
he mumbled aloud as his libido assumed control, even if she wasn't right this time,
"Tracy's got great tits."
Bitter wind hacked away at the old man in small choppy gusts, snapping him out
of his lurid fantasy, and testifying that the pretty meteorologist had truly been correct
this time. Icy gobbets of snowflakes spattered against his wind-chapped face, and
clung momentarily to his scraggly beard before morphing into their liquid state. He
took another quick pull on the whiskey bottle, then gathered the buttonless front of
his overcoat in frostbitten hands before hurrying across the dimly lit street. The sign
on the bank winked and visually announced it to be four-thirty-something A.M.
Meadowbrook Park. The old man trudged across the hard ground, his numb feet
making crunching noises on the frozen grass as he took staggering aim at a not too
distant building. The public restrooms were always unlocked and open, and it was
here he would seek refuge whenever Tracy warned him to do so. When it was hot,
running water and a cool concrete floor would chase away the sweltering heat of a
typical Saint Louis summer. When it was cold, cinder block walls and a roof offered
shelter from the bitter wind. To a homeless individual like himself, the Meadowbrook
Park public restrooms were like a suite at the Adam's Mark Downtown.
Just a few more steps and he would be inside where he could escape the winter
tempest and its dangerous chill, and then he would be okay. Tracy had told him so,
just before she blew him a kiss.
Sickly yellow light emanating from a low-wattage incandescent bulb flowed down
the side of the small building, struggling to chase away the cold darkness, only to be
swallowed by it. He pressed forward, only to be halted by a recent attack of
bureaucratic efficiency. Elongated shadows spread diagonally across the brown
painted door, cast prominently by a freshly installed heavy-duty hasp and padlock.
The reflections from the shiny hardware taunted the old man as he reached out to
touch the ice-cold metal barrier. Yes. Yes, it was really there; not a sour
mash-induced hallucination as he had hoped. Of all the times for the County
maintenance crews to suddenly do their jobs, why now?
Damnit! What was he going to do? He'd been wandering all night and if he didn't
find shelter soon he would surely freeze to death. He knew that such a thing would