
saw him. She preferred loneliness to the stress of armoring herself against random
emotions from strangers.
By the time she reached the end of the driveway, she couldn’t feel Chloe at all. Birds
and animals lurked, easily ignored, in trees and underbrush. Those creatures had
refreshingly one-dimensional feelings—hunger, thirst, fear, aggression, lust. With none
of it aimed at her, she could treat it as background noise like the breeze rustling the
leaves overhead. Human emotions, too complex and too strong, battered her mental
walls to splinters. She’d often gotten into trouble by caving in to avoid that assault.
Agreeing to let Chloe stay at her place instead of phoning their parents the minute her
sister had appeared at the door that day was just the latest instance. She didn’t gain
much by providing a hideout because she still had to deal with verbal and emotional
whiplashing. She drew the line at letting her sister use her house to hook up with the
boyfriend their parents had banned.
When had her relationship with Chloe become such a wreck? When she’d acquired
a little sister at age seven, she’d felt protective toward the new baby. Unlike their
parents, she could identify the cause of each cry and tell Mom what the baby needed.
Though Mom and Dad had never stopped acting leery of Tabitha’s ability, they’d
accepted her help with translating the baby’s demands. For a while, she enjoyed the role
of useful child instead of difficult child. “Difficult” was how Mom described Tabitha as
an infant and toddler, constantly screaming for reasons her parents couldn’t figure out.
Now, from an adult perspective, she knew she’d sensed the pain, anxieties and anger of
people around her and reacted with panic.
8.Foxfire
Shaking off the memories of her parents’ disapproval, she left the road and veered
into the woods, following a narrow trail where she often ran. Her skin grew damp from
the late afternoon heat, with her shorts and T-shirt sticking to her. She slowed her pace,
pushing up her collar-length hair to let the breeze cool the back of her neck. A feeling,
not her own, drifted toward her with the breeze. A glow of admiration she could bask
in like sunshine, if only it would stay at that level. That kind of reaction always
morphed into something more demanding though.
A split second after she sensed a watcher, she caught sight of a moving figure
among the trees ahead. Kenji McGraw, her nearest neighbor, strode in her direction,
gliding through the brush so smoothly she couldn’t hear his footsteps. She halted about
ten feet from him. When his glance met hers, he stopped too. He brushed a stray lock of
black hair, growing to just above the nape of his neck with raggedly trimmed bangs in
front, off his forehead. She sensed his discomfort in the hot, humid air. Feeling his eyes
on her, she realized the T-shirt clinging to her moist flesh outlined the curves of her
breasts and the peaks of her nipples. She wore no bra, as usual when she planned to
spend the day at home. A blush spread over her face. She waved a greeting to him, and
he raised his hand in reply. Though his face showed no more than a faint smile, she felt
heat rising from within him to match the warmth of the summer day. His cheeks
reddened too.
He wore less clothing than she did. Besides sneakers, he had on only a pair of satin
jogging shorts that clung as tightly as hers. They’d talked only a few times since she’d
moved in. After that, she’d occasionally glimpsed him from a distance during her daily
run but never this close before. He always detoured in the opposite direction when they
stumbled upon each other. Every time, they exchanged casual greetings and headed
their separate ways, as if he preferred to avoid people too. That behavior pattern suited
her fine.
Now he changed course to retreat into the denser growth. She leaned against a tree
and watched him. Only a few inches taller than her own medium height, he had a
compact build without a visible ounce of fat. She’d never seen him shirtless before, and
she enjoyed the glimpse of muscles flexing under the skin. The shorts outlined a tight
rear end, a view that provided a welcome distraction from the fight with her sister.