
went wrong, and it was all his fault.
Chuck stopped to think, hoping to recall more details, but the workmen moved their ladder. They
reached up to take down the arrow sign beside him. In a moment, he’d be lost again, just because he
hesitated too long. Before they could remove any more of his guideposts, Chuck ran toward the
doorway full of light.
As soon as he was inside, he became confused all over again. This was an airport. Men, women and
children hauling bags, suitcases, teddy bears, coats on hangers, boxes and carts walked purposefully up
and down the carpeted, pale-gray painted corridor that stretched three stories high and off out of sight
to either side. Square yellow signs with black printing hung over his head. He couldn’t read most of
them. They were either in a foreign language, or blurred when he tried to concentrate on them. How
would he know where to go?
A small, thin man Chuck thought might be in his sixties hurried over and gripped his arm in wiry -
fingers.
“So, Chuck, you decided to come in after all,” he said. He had very dark, knowing eyes, sharply
defined cheek and temple bones and, half concealed in a thick white beard, a quick smile that made
Chuck think the old man knew far more than he did about everything. He was dressed in a tunic woven
out of rough, gray wool thread, a pair of dark-colored, baggy trousers and leather sandals. “I thought
for a moment you weren’t going to make it.”
“I didn’t have a choice,” Chuck said, resentfully. “They were taking away my signs. I was afraid I’d
be lost.”
“You did have a choice,” the old man said. “You always have a choice. I’m glad at least your sense
of self-preservation is intact, if not your curiosity.”
“Who are you? What am I doing here? How do you know who I am?”
“Ah, there’s the curiosity,” the small man said with satisfaction, poking Chuck in the chest with a
forefinger. “Your wits are working after all. I’m Keir, your spirit guide. You wanted to expand your
mind, you said. You wanted to get it together, you said. Learn who you really are, you said. Find the
real you, you said. Astral travel as the path to enlightenment. Eh?”
Spirit . . . ? “Ah, yes,” Chuck said, excitedly. Something was coming back to him now. “You mean
it worked? I’m here! That’s great! But how did I get here? That’s not a real plane out there.”
“Of course not. It was merely a construct to help transport you here. Any means that works is good
enough. Like chopsticks. It could be anything that would help you to understand that you have been
conveyed from one place, the Waking World,” Keir picked up something invisible with both hands,
“to another, which is here, the Dreamland.” He set down his invisible burden, and looked up at Chuck
for understanding. Not finding it in the puzzled young man’s eyes, he waved a dismissive hand. “It’s
all symbolism, not real stuff. As you’ll see. Come with me.”
“Have I met you before?” Chuck asked, as they walked. “You don’t look familiar.”
“Everything is going to look different here,” Keir said. “Even you. Oh, yes, we’ve met. You’ve
known me before. But I’m not going to remind you of how. It isn’t necessary. The important thing is
the here and the now. Don’t overanticipate. Try always to be in the here and now. You might find it to
be the most vital thing you do, to keep safe. Please come along.”
They stepped out into the carpeted corridor, joining the throng of travelers. As soon as they were
out of the gate area, counter, doorway and all were promptly taken apart, folded into a box, and hauled
away by the ubiquitous workmen. They started to unfold a different scene that when it sprang up
looked every bit as real as the gate had. Chuck kept looking back over his shoulder, watching in
fascination as solid walls compressed down into a space much smaller than they should have fit, and
three-dimensional objects came out of flat portfolios that couldn’t have concealed a newspaper. The
workers picked up their boxes and hauled them away as if they weighed no more than a carton of
cornflakes. It was the most remarkable thing he’d ever seen. He wanted to watch some more, but Keir
kept tugging him along. Chuck was aware of the guide’s voice asking him questions, but he was too
interested in his surroundings to pay attention. More marvels sprang up at each new turning. Was that
woman really walking a fur coat on a leash? And that party of huge fish in Hawaiian shirts! What were
they doing? There was so much to absorb.
Something Keir said finally drilled through to his conscious mind. Astral projection! Was he really
astrally projecting, or projecting astrally, or whatever you called it? He had tried so often, for so long,
to make it happen. He wanted to be raised to a higher plane, where meditation would bring him true
peace of mind. His life had hit a dead end. If he couldn’t find a way to untie the knot of misery that
choked him even now, he might as well be dead. Chuck could recall being on the edge of suicide
again. Again? He racked his memory for details. He couldn’t remember anything about his past
clearly, but somehow he was sure finding himself was a matter of life or death. His own.
He was so desperately unhappy that it made him feel hollow. That was why he had gone to so much
effort to learn to meditate and look inside himself, in hopes of finding peace. He couldn’t mention his