
Upon her arrival back on Earth, during her fifteen minutes of fame, she had been called by Newsnet, "the
woman who brought it all crashing down." The phrase had won her respect in Tokyo, in Moscow, and in
certain hallways along the Potomac, but she knows that in the crucial hours on Mars, the actions that
changed two worlds were not hers alone. Besides, respect in Earth's gray, frenzied capitals seemed no
longer to matter. Here at home, amidst the perfumed greenery of the islands, people still acted as if the
ancient ways of pleasure might, just possibly, be more important than the ways of power. The thought
intensifies her questions about her own life.
The greenness and wetness shield her from the urgent needs of men now far away, but still in her mind.
Carter. Philippe. All of them on that Oz-like red world, following their brick roads that they were laying
ahead of them, one brick at a time. And here, of course, Tomas is waiting for her.
Later, she and Tomas make frantic love, Tomas betraying a hint of suspicion. But the love of Tomas is
different from the love of Philippe which was different from the love of Carter. They are all different, men.
Philippe had said she was sincere but not honest, and the nature of the distinction still goes around and
around in her mind. Yet here, among the soft plants and the warm waters that fall from the sky like liquid
caresses, she feels free.
She settles in, visits her aunt in the hundred-year-old house under the banyan tree on the hills of Ka'u.
She sits on the wooden veranda and looks across the land toward the sea. Do they still have verandas
anywhere else in the United States? The mainland is a teeming mess, consumed by the drought, the debt,
the lottery, this year's sports scandal, the crisisdujour , and everyone's doomed quest to be rich, famous,
a player, the winner—or at least to acquire the facade ofbeing something; here, she takes time to listen
to insects pursuing their business. She walks on the black beach at Ninole cove and stares at the slimy
creatures in the tide pools. They have climbed over wet rocks like these for eons beyond human
memory, without caring whether other species conquered the land or went still further, beyond the sky.
She is surprised that she feels no impatience in this quiet island life. She feels renewal, recreation.
Wonders if some day she will go back. Back to what? She is not sure she knows how to answer that.
What was it she had sought out there?
Being on the island again makes her aware of cycles. Liquid water, for example: Earth's unique
attraction. Mainlanders seem to believe that water flows in rivers because water's nature is to do so. But
islanders see the whole truth before their eyes. Water babbles down from the mountains across the black
lava rocks and dry grassy plains and into the sea; the only way it can get back to the mountains is for the
ocean waters to be lifted through the air, torecondense , to fall on the broad summits, where it can begin
the cycle again.
She feels part of a vast cycle like that, a molecule of water at one stage of its history. On this island, she
sees that even the land has cycles. Twenty new acres of lava have flowed out into the sea since she left;
down the coast, an old black lava cliff, where she played as a child, has fallen back into the sea. And she
has been to another planet and back.
Still later, there is her tiny son and she is happy for a while, content that she has been, after all, true to
herself.
One day a piece of mail arrives from Mars. It's on actual paper, with handwriting, months old. So
characteristic of what Carter would dream up. Was he afraid to contact her in real time?
She sits on the veranda, and tries to think how to answer him. She gazes at the distant ocean far below,
lost in haze on the humid horizon. Everything is beyond that horizon, and yet she is here and content. For