
is saying, in his lavalike manner, Alexander, is that he does not communicate well." Martok leaned back
in his chair and forced himself to appear relaxed, signaling that progress was being made. In fact, it was.
"When one is a child, everything your parents do seems intentional, doesn't it?" Alexander twitched and
blinked, hearing the unspoken answer.
"Even when they do something hurtful," Martok said, "or clumsy or stupid, you figure there must be a
reason and this must be something they're doing on purpose. Not just because they fouled up!" "Fouled
up," the boy murmured.
"Of course!" Martok slapped his own knees. "You never thought about this. Perhaps your father is just
terrible at being a father. Did you ever think of that?
No, never. You thought he was being a terrible father on purpose! Because he enjoyed it! Parents can't
be doing something that seems bad simply because they are incompetent, but on purpose!" Alexander
both slumped and gawked. "You mean... he..." "I mean he is as clumsy as a fish when it comes to
knowing how a father should behave. This has nothing to do with his love for you or his devotion or how
he thinks of you, boy. When you told him you didn't want to be a warrior, he simply had no idea what to
talk to you about. Not because of you, but because of himselfl" With the insight of a young adult instead
of a boy, Alexander gazed at his father as if looking at artwork for the thousandth time and only now
seeing the brushstrokes. Acrimony suddenly, visibly melted and sheeted to the deck.
"And you," Martok said, shielding his happiness as he turned to Worf, "are guilty of clumsy silence, as are
many parents, but you also respond too much as a warrior. Life is not war, my friend, even when there is
a war going on. Honor is not just fighting with your hands, but with your heart and your mind.
Your son wants to be something other than a warrior, yet he is here. Why do you think he's here?"
Obviously struggling, Worf showed great promise by leaning forward and rubbing his hands as if to clean
them. "If he has other interests... why would he come?" "Why, Alexander?" Martok relayed.
The boy instantly said, "To do my part." "Why now?" "Because now... there's a war." "Simple answer!
Like millions before him," Martok said flatly, "he wants to do his part." He stood up suddenly and
clapped his hands to his thighs.
"Now you will speak as father and son, not as warrior and not-a-warrior." Worf looked up in a panic.
"You're leaving?" "That's right. Sink or swim, my friends. I think you will swim."
When Martok left, Worf expected to feel empty, desperate, even frightened. But his son's gaze, like that
of an equal, like that of an adult, gave him quick respite.
Somehow, the lifeline thrown by Martok was still here even after the general's sudden exit. Worf at first
hated Martok, then greatly respected him for leaving just at this moment.
He squirmed, then faced his son and settled down to speak as equals.
"I have been a poor father," he admitted. "You were right to be angry with me, but you must believe I
always loved you. I always wanted security and attention for you. I sent you to my parents because they
could give those to you. I never required you to be a warrior, Alexanderw" "But Martok's right, isn't he?"
Alexander asked.
"You don't know how to talk about anything else." "I am not a very... demonstrative man." "You're
demonstrative enough to be getting marfled," the boy keenly noted, with a rumble in his throat that hinted