
"Right now, just being able to stand and hold my guts inside me...well, that's
a major accomplishment!" His laughter thins. Squinting, he adds, "The last
thing I remember, I was being wheeled back to surgery. Internal bleeding, I
guess...I couldn't breathe...and I remember the orderly pushing me down this
long, long hallway ...."
Julianna touches him. Her hand is warm and a little sticky.
"You really don't know," she says. "Do you?"
"Know what?"
"Something went wrong in the sky," she tells him. "A few days ago, without
warning...it just sort of happened ...."
"In the sky?"
"Something exploded," she admits.
"What something? A star?"
"No, it wasn't that," says Julianna. "On the news, they said it might be a
quasar. A little one that happened to be close to the Earth --"
"A quasar?"
People grow quiet, eavesdropping on their conversation.
"A black hole started eating gas clouds and stars," Julianna explains, "and
there was this terrific light --"
"I know what a quasar is," Tom says. "It's bright, sure, but it's also very,
very distant. Billions of light-years removed from us, and perfectly safe, and
I don't see how one of them can just appear one day, without warning."
Julianna shrugs. "Maybe our quasar didn't know your rules."
With his own kind of dignity, Tom absorbs the horrific news. Sad brown eyes
look at the surrounding faces. Perhaps he notices that most of the faces are
young. Children outnumber the elderly by a long measure. Finally with a soft,
hurting voice, he asks, "What about the world? And the people?"
"Dead," says Julianna. "All dead."
More than six billion souls were killed in a heartbeat.
"You were sick," she promises. "Nobody told you what was happening, I bet. I
bet not." And again, she touches him.
AN ENORMOUS MACHINE assembles itself around the multitudes. Our passengers
find themselves standing inside what resembles the cabin of an airliner or a
modern train; yet this machine feels infinitely superior to anything human-
built. The ceiling is low but not smothering and feels soft to the touch like
treasured old leather. The floor is a carpet of ankle-deep green grass.
Ambient sounds hint at power below and great encompassing strength. This
interior is a single round room. An enormous room. Padded seats are laid out
in neat concentric rings. Normally there is a healthy distance between seats,
save in cases where a family or a group of dear friends died in the same
accident or a shared plague. But emergency standards rule today. The seats are
packed close, as if everyone is someone's brother or sister. Even a graceful
creature has to move with constant care, her long legs dancing from place to
place to place.
A routine voyage carries several hundred thousand compliant and thankful
souls. But this soul-carriage, built according to our meticulous worst-case
scenarios, makes the routine appear simple and small.
Every passenger has a seat waiting. Their name and portrait show in the padded
headrest, and everyone begins close to their destination. But even normal days
bring problems. Children always run off. Adults want to hunt the loved ones
who died before them. My first duty is to help everyone settle, and it is a
daunting task. Besides the crush of bodies and the armies of kinetic children,
I have to cope with our desperate lack of time.
"If you cannot find your seat," I call out, "take another. Take the first
empty seat you come across. Please. You must be sitting and restrained before
we can begin our voyage. Please. And make the children sit too. Your child,
and everyone else's. We're bound for the same place. A shared destination. We
must cooperate to make it an easy voyage."
I have a bright, strong voice. A voice worth hearing. But I need to be in many
places at once, and my skills reach only so far.