
protected genetic material stored aboard our ship. But of course that became an increasingly distant goal
after we realized that the Hawking was slowing down. Some of us might have decided to have children
on board, but that prospect became an unacceptable horror as time dragged on and our ecosystems
developed problems of infestation and disease. We could not condemn innocent children to such a life, to
such constricted and hazardous circumstances. Twenty-five of our comrades died before we were able
to bring the most virulent viruses and bacteria under control. It was not the best ship that we started with,
but it was the best we could get. We were fortunate to have a ship at all."
"Lieutenant Longstreet tells me that it was quite a sophisticated vessel for its time," Kirk said. The
Hawking was equipped with a quantum gravitational-impulse power drive that drew its energy from the
vacuum flux.
"It obviously wasn't sophisticated enough to keep from breaking down," Cortes said.
"When Mr. Spock first scanned your ship," Kirk continued, "he mentioned that the sensor readings
indicated that the Hawking apparently ran into at least one flux dead spot in the vacuum. That would have
been enough to have erroneously convinced you that there was something wrong with the drive itself,
when it was only a dead spot in the field. A century from now, your drive would have cut in again."
"That would have been too late for us."
"True," McCoy said, "but you couldn't have been expected to know that its failure was the result of that
kind of problem. After all, you-"
"Yes, Doctor, I know," Cortes muttered. "I am only an ignorant man from a time long past, from a world
that no longer exists as I knew it." He fell silent, as if suddenly aware that he might be revealing too much.
Kirk thought of what Chekov had told him about his kinsman Glakov. Perhaps only a petty criminal, or
possibly a man guilty of serious crimes-they had no way of knowing what was true about the man, and
the same doubts could be applied to everyone from the Hawking.
"What, Captain," Kirk said, "were your specific reasons for leaving Earth?"
Cortes shifted on the biobed, clearly reluctant to reply.
"Let me assure you," Kirk continued, "as I have before, that there is nothing from today's Earth that can
do you and your people any harm, or which has any authority to hold you accountable for any old
wrongs."
Cortes drew his brows together. "We disapproved of the Earth we left behind, Captain Kirk. Most of us
knew, for one reason or another, that there was no future for any
of us there. That is about all I have to tell you at the moment."
"As you wish," Kirk said, "but rest assured that Earth now is a much, much better place than the one you
left behind. You've all had a chance to learn a little about what's happened there since you left, and
Lieutenant Longstreet will be happy to answer any of your questions."
"Oh, I'm sure he will," Emo Tannan said from behind Kirk, and the captain heard a tone of sarcasm and
bitterness in the man's voice.
"Jim, let me finish my examination of this man." McCoy studied his tricorder readings. "No more signs of
that respiratory infection you had when you came aboard, Captain Cortes. You've completely recovered
from that"
Cortes grimaced. "Considering the ecological difficulties of long-term life aboard our ship," he said, "it's a
wonder we didn't develop much more virulent infections. Of course our ailments and diseases were only
one of our problems. We also had the psychological problems of long confinement, to which was added
the distress of realizing that our drive was failing. And as we slowly gave up any hope of arrival, of
settling our new world and populating it with children, we became increasingly conscious of what we had
become-prisoners, condemned to incarceration with no hope of escape."
Now that he was talking more freely, Cortes seemed unable to stop himself. "We grew closer to one
another," he went on, "and then more suspicious of one another, and not a day passed without my
worrying that someone would suddenly lapse into insanity, fall into complete
catatonia, or commit suicide. I would make secret bets with myself about who might be the first to
succumb, as I suspect all of us did from time to time. And I would wonder what the first suicide or the
first person to slip into derangement would do to the rest of us. We grew more strange, and more