
After a short silence, the man resumed talking, his voice low and soothing,
the sentences stretching into a monologue. Then his left leg moved ever so
slightly. I tensed. He stepped forward, moving slowly, still talking. I inched
backward. My toes brushed water and I froze. I looked from side to side. The
bayou surrounded me, blocking off all escape.
The man continued his approach. I began to shake. He stopped, now only five
feet away, then dropped to one knee. I watched his hands. He lifted them and
turned them, palms toward me. Bending down more, he tried to make eye contact.
His shoe slipped in the mud. At the sudden movement I panicked. I leapt at
him. He yanked back, fast, but not fast enough. My long nails raked down his
forearm, three rivulets of blood springing up.
He inhaled sharply. I fell back, shielding my head, waiting for the
retaliatory blow. Everything in my early life had conditioned me to recognize
this simple cause and effect. I cowered, head under my arm, eyes clenched
tight. Nothing happened. My heart thudded. I knew this trick. He was waiting.
The second I exposed myself, the blow would come, a cuff across the head or
shoulders that I•fd feel for days. I opened one eye, keeping my arm over my
head. He crouched on his heels, tying a handkerchief around the wound with one
hand. When he noticed me watching, he managed a pained half-smile. Then, still
crouching, he eased backward and stood.
I closed my eyes, tensed and waited. When I peeked again, he was gone.
Domestication
Only a few hours passed before he returned. The day was darkening and I•fd
begun to hunt. I•fd changed to a wolf, possibly in a subconscious reaction to
the fear, taking on a form where I would be better able to fight him if he
returned.
I was chasing a mouse when I heard a noise behind me and turned to see the man
step into the clearing. He smiled. I wheeled and ran.
I ran full out until I was certain he wasn•ft following. Once I was sure I•fd
lost him, I turned around and went back to find him.
I crept through the undergrowth, ears perked. As I approached the clearing, I
slowed, crawling along the ground, ready to bolt at the first sign that he saw
me. I slunk into a thicket bordering the clearing. Then I closed my eyes and
inhaled. He was there. I listened, but heard nothing. I crouched, sniffing and
listening, every muscle poised for flight. After a few minutes, I worked up
the nerve to peer through the weeds. He sat on the grass, leaning against a
tree, legs outstretched, arms crossed and eyes shut, as if dozing. I stopped,
confused. I•fd seen humans do a lot of strange things, but settling down for a
nap in the middle of the bayou was not one of them.
I pushed my muzzle out farther to sniff again. Not a leaf rustled, but somehow
he seemed to hear the movement. His eyes snapped open. I jerked back into the
thicket. He laughed. No, not a laugh really?a deep chuckle that rippled
through the night air. I heard a rustle and peeked out to see him rooting
around in a paper bag. He pulled something out and threw it. Although I was
over thirty feet away, it sailed through the thicket and landed squarely at my
feet. I bent to sniff it. A piece of cooked meat. I gulped it before I could
have second thoughts. A second piece flew into the thicket with equally
perfect aim. I ate that one, and the next, and the next. He threw each to my
feet, not trying to entice me out of my hiding spot.
At last, the meat stopped coming. I waited patiently. Nothing happened. I
poked my head out of the thicket and looked at him. He said something, turned