Simak, Cliffard D - Shotgun Cure
keep up with.
Of course, there'd always be need of doctors. There'd always be damn fools
smashing up their cars and shooting one another and getting fishhooks in their
hands and falling out of trees. And there'd always be the babies.
He rocked gently to and fro and thought of all the babies and how some of
them had grown until they were men and women now and had babies of their own.
And he thought of Martha Anderson, Janet's closest friend, and he thought of old
Con Gilbert, as ornery an old shikepoke as ever walked the earth, and tight with
money, too. He chuckled a bit wryly, thinking of all the money Con Gilbert
finally owed him, never having paid a bill in his entire life.
But that was the way it went. There were some who paid and others who made
no pretense of paying, and that was why he and Janet lived in this old house and
he drove a five-year car and Janet had worn the selfsame dress to church the
blessed winter long.
Although it made no difference, really, once one considered it. For the
important pay was not in cash.
There were those who paid and those who didn't pay. And there were those who
lived and the other ones who died, no matter what you did. There was hope for
some and the ones who had no hope - and some of these you told and there were
others that you didn't.
But it was different now.
And it all had started right here in this little town of Millville - not
much more than a year ago.
Sitting in the dark, with the lilac scent and the white blush of the bridal
wreath and the muted sounds of children clasping to themselves the last minutes
of their play, he remembered it.
It was almost 8:30 and he could hear Martha Anderson in the outer office
talking to Miss Lane and she, he knew, had been the last of them.
He took off his white jacket, folding it absent-mindedly, fogged with
weariness, and laid it across the examination table.
Janet would be waiting supper, but she'd never say a word, for she never
had. All these many years she had never said a word of reproach to him, although
there had been at times a sense of disapproval at his easy-going ways, at his
keeping on with patients who didn't even thank him, much less pay their bills.
And a sense of disapproval, too, at the hours he kept, at his willingness to go
out of nights when he could just as well have let a call go till his regular
morning rounds.
She would be waiting supper and she would know that Martha had been in to
see him and she'd ask him how she was, and what was he to tell her?
He heard Martha going out and the sharp click of Miss Lane's heels across
the outer office. He moved slowly to the basin and turned on the tap, picking up
the soap.
He heard the door creak open and did not turn his head. 'Doctor,' said Miss
Lane, 'Martha thinks she's fine. She says you're helping her. Do you think...'
'What would you do,' he asked.
'I don't know,' she said.
Would you operate, knowing it was hopeless? Would you send her to a
specialist, knowing that he couldn't help her, knowing she can't pay him and
that she'll worry about not paying? Would you tell her that she has, perhaps,
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