
far more viciously than his Weyrleader would.
K'vin grinned to himself, especially as he saw how penitent P'tero became
under such a harangue. K'vin rolled up his riding straps and tied them to the
harness ring.
"Enjoy the sun, my friend," he said, slapping Charanth on the wide shoulder.
I will. Meranath is already there, the bronze dragon said, his tone slightly
smug as he executed a powerful upward leap, showering his rider with grit.
Charanth's attitude towards his mate, Meranath, amused, and pleased, his
rider. No-one had expected K'vin to accede to Telgar's Weyrleadership when it
fell open after B'ner's death nine months before. Who would have expected that
the sturdy rider, just into his sixth decade, had had any heart problems? But
that is what the medics said killed him. So, when Meranath was ready to mate
again, Telgar's senior Weyrwoman, Zulaya, had called for an open flight,
leaving it to the dragons to decide on the next Leader. She'd insisted that
she had no personal preference. She had been sincerely attached to B'ner and
was probably still grieving for him. There had certainly been no lack of
suitors.
K'vin had sent Charanth aloft in the mating flight because all the Telgar Weyr
wing leaders were expected to take part, as well as bronze riders from the
other Weyrs. He had no real wish to lead a Weyr into a Pass; he considered
himself too young for such responsibilities. He had observed from B'ner that
the normal duties of an Interval were bad enough, but to know that a high
percentage of your fellow-riders would be injured, or killed, that the lives
of so many people rested on your expertise and endurance was too much to
contemplate. Some nights, now, he was racked by terrifying dreams, and
Threadfall hadn't even started.
On the occasions when he was in Zulaya's bed, she had been understanding and
calmly reassuring.
"B'ner worried, too, if that's any consolation, Kev," she said, using his old
nickname and soothing back sweat-curled hair as he trembled with reaction. "He
had nightmares, too. Comes with the title. As a rule, the morning after a
nightmare, B'ner'd go over Sean's notes. I figure he had to have memorized
them."
"I've seen you do the same thing. You'll do well, Kev, when push comes to
shove. I know it." Zulaya could sound so sure of something, but then she was
nearly a decade his senior and had had more experience as a Weyrleader.
Sometimes her intuition was downright uncanny: she could accurately predict
the size of clutches, the distribution of the colours, the sex of babies born
in the Weyr and, occasionally, even the type of weather in the future. But
then, she was Fort Weyrbred, a linear descendant of one of the First Riders,
Aliana Zuleita, and knew things. It was odd how the golden queens always
seemed to prefer women from outside the Weyrs, but sometimes a queen had a
mind of her own and chose a Weyrbred woman in spite of what had become custom.
However, just like his predecessor, he constantly reviewed accounts of the
individual Falls, how they differed, how you could tell from the Leading Edge
of Fall that this would be an odd one. Most often the accounts were dry
statements of fact, but the prosaic language did not disguise the presence of
great courage: especially as those first riders had to figure out how to cope
with Thread, easy or hard.
The fact that he was a several times great-nephew of Sorka Connell, the First
Weyrwoman - and Zulaya pointed this out more than once - constituted a
secondary and subtle reassurance to the entire Weyr.
"Maybe that's why Meranath let Charanth catch her," Zulaya said, her face dead
serious but her eyes dancing.
"Had you, I mean... did you think of me... I mean...", K'vin tried to summon
appropriate words two weeks after that momentous flight. He had been
overwhelmed by her response to him that night. But afterwards she had seemed
very casual in her dealings with him, and she did not always invite him into
her quarters, despite the fact that their dragons were inseparable.
"Who thinks at all during a mating flight? But I do believe I'm glad that