
This was news to me, though maybe it shouldn't have been. "But women can't be
knights!" Or, for that matter, wizards, I added to myseE But Antonia had said
she was going to be a wizard.
Paul laughed. "Try telling that to Hildegarde. I've never had any luck
changing
her mind."
So far I hadn't been able to work in any discussion of the fact that a king
without an heir should not imperil himself for a joke. But fathers, I told
myself, had to act responsibly even if no one else did. "Aren't there any
adult
princesses who would consider marrying you, even if the twins won't?" I
asked.
"After all—"
He didn't give me a chance to finish. "Of course there are, Wizard," he said,
looking at me levelly "Last winter, when I spent several months in the great
City by the sea with those relatives of Mother's, there were
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ladies enough who would have been more than willing to marry me or, for that
matter, do anything else I wanted." He shook his head in disapproval—or a
good
imitation. "Incomprehensible, of course," which I thought showed a remarkable
lack of insight. "Not a few of them even had royal blood! I expect wizards
don't
get proposals like that, so you won't know how startling it can be."
I prudendy kept silent.
"So of course there are women of appropriate rank who will have me—the
problem
is that I wouldn't be willing to marry any oithem. If I ever do decide to get
married, it's going to be to someone who excites me to the very core of my
being, someone who feels as though she and I were two halves of the same
whole,
waiting from before our births to be reunited: not just someone who would be
politically appropriate. So what do you think, Wizard?"
His green eyes sought mine. I wondered briefly if he might be someone who
would
never find women romantically attractive, which would of course make the
succession much more problematic. Without any good answer, I looked out
toward
the twilight courtyard and stammered, "Well, a king of course, that is— I
mean,
minds have been known to change—"
But whatever Paul was hoping I would say, it was not what he had been hearing
from the queen and the Lady Maria. "I really don't know what you should do,
sire," I said, meeting his look. "You certainly shouldn't force yourself to
marry someone you find less appealing than your horses. And you can't look at
every woman you meet with both of you wondering if this is the one. Perhaps
after a period of time—"
Paul rose before I had to carry this inadequate ad\ace any further. "Well, at
least I know I have one more ally in the castle," he said, settling his belt.
"Maybe I'll
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go see Gwennie." He ducked his head to go out through my door. "Gwennie?" I
said, startled. "But she—" "She should be done with her evening chores by
now.
She's always been a good person to talk to—almost as good as you, Wizard," he
added generously. "She was the one who helped me decide how to break it to
Mother the other year that I wasn't going to marry either of the twins."
And he was gone, leaving me looking thoughtfully after him. That Gwennie was
the