job in town?"
"I like it out here," replied Ramsig. He gazed upward at the yellow-blue
sky. "It's quiet and peaceful, a place where a man can think. Town is all
right to visit, but it's no place to live. You can't hear anything but the
chu-chu-chu of trucks, and at night they light the main street so you can't
enjoy the darkness."
"Light the whole street?" Jedro exclaimed disbelievingly.
"With lamps set on the tops of poles," explained Ramsig. "Do you know
what electricity is? That's what they use. Every night all the lamps go on at
the same time. They turn them on in the store windows, too, and they got them
on the fronts of trucks. You ought to see the trucks at night, rolling down
the street, their lights blazing like big eyes. It's plenty scary."
As Ramsig talked, Jedro again was conscious of a faint stirring of
memory. Every now and then the gran herder's words struck strange chords in
his mind, like the time he told about the big starport that lay around the
curve of the planet, outside the main city of New Portland. Occasionally
nebulous images would flit through his mind. Perhaps, long ago, he had been to
one of the towns. Was that possible? Blazing eyes rolling through the night...
"I'd like to see that," he exclaimed.
"It's quite a sight," agreed Ramsig, "but after a while you want to get
back here where you can see the stars at night. You miss the quiet."
Lights that chased away the night! Long after Ramsig had departed, Jedro
savored the wonder of it. And towns filled with people! He tried to visualize
such a scene. If there were lots of people, then some would be like himself --
not big and coarse, like Mr. Krant, but young and slender. Boys and girls.
He dwelt on the vision. He had never seen a girl, nor any boy other than
Ramsig, and Ramsig was so old he was almost a man. Would the girls, aside from
being young and slender, look anything like Mrs. Krant? Picturing her mean,
pinched face, he fervently hoped not. But, of course, they wouldn't, he told
himself. Ramsig didn't look a bit like Mr. Krant so why should other girls
look like Mrs. Krant? Neither did the men who drove the gran trucks look like
Mr. Krant, although they wore the same kind of dirty clothes. Perhaps people,
unlike the grans, were all different. That would be much better.
When he looked at his reflection in the stream, he saw a lean-jawed
face, broad at the cheekbones, eyes that were as dark as the otog nuts that he
gathered in the woods. Framed in its long tousled hair, that tanned face did
not at all resemble Mr. Krant's. He was glad for that.
In more sober moments, when alone, he pondered the enigma of his being,
yet always pushed against the mental murkiness that blotted out his early
years. At times he had fragmentary memories that escaped before he could grasp
them. Like leaves in an autumn storm, they swirled too swiftly to be caught.
Who am I? Where did I come from? The twin questions were the companions
of his solitude. Everything had a beginning and an end; he knew that. Only he
had never had a beginning -- not in the sense that the flowers and the birds
and the gran did. He had just awakened, opened his eyes, and he was there.
In Mr. Krant's attic bedroom.
2
JEDRO WAS LOLLING on a hillside, idly watching the gran when first he
saw the gaunt man. That was his first impression -- a tall man, incredibly
lean, with long white hair that whipped in the wind. Appearing suddenly along
a path that led down from the hills, he strode swiftly toward him, his head
tilted upward as if sniffing the breeze.
A stranger! Jedro rose, his heart hammering. It was the first time he'd
ever seen anyone other than Ramsig and Mr. Krant in the hills. As the stranger