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As she scampered toward the shed Dard spoke over her head.
"There's a heavy snow on the way, Lars."
"So?" the man at the table did not appear worried.
"Well, snow's never stopped them from coming before." He was relaxed, at peace.
Dard was silent but his eyes flickered beyond Lars' shoulder to the objects leaning against the
wall. They were never mentioned, those crutches. But in deep snow! Lars never went outside in
winter, he couldn't! How could they get away unless the mysterious others had a horse or horses.
But perhaps they did. That was always his greatest fault- worrying over the future--borrowing
trouble ahead, as if they didn't have enough already to go around!
Dessie was back to feed the fire slowly one cone at a time. Dard scraped the meat slivers into
the iron pot and added a shriveled potato carefully diced. Then he grew reckless and wrenched off
the lid of a can to pour its treasured contents to thicken the water. If they were going away
they'd need feeding up to make the trip and there would be little sense in hoarding supplies they
could not carry with them.
"Birthday?" Dessie watched this move in wide-eyed surprise. "But my birthday's in the summer, and
Daddy's was last month, and yours," she counted on her fingers, "is not for a long time yet,
Dardie."
"Not a birthday. Just a celebration. Get the spoon, Dessie, and stir this carefully."
"'Celebration," she considered the new word thoughtfully. "I like celebrations. You going to make
tea, too, Dardie? Why, this is just like a birthday!"
Dard shook the dried leaves out on the palm of his hand Their aromatic fragrance reached him
faintly. Mint, green and cool under the sun. He sensed that he was different from Lars-colors,
scents, certain sounds meant more to him. Just as Dessie was different in her way-in her ability
to make friends with birds and animals. He had seen her last summer, sitting perfectly still on
the wall, two birds on her shoulders and a squirrel nuzzling her hand.
But Lars had gifts, too. Only he had been taught to use them. Dard shook the last crumbling leaf
from his hand into the pot and wondered for the thousandth time what it would have been like to
live in the old days when the Free Scientists had the right to teach and learn and experiment. It
probably had been another kind of world altogether-the one which existed before the Big Burning,
before Renzi had preached the Great Peace.
All he could remember of his early childhood in those days was a vague happiness. The purge had
come when he was eight and Lars twenty-five, and after that things simply got worse and worse. Of
course, they'd been lucky to survive the purge at all belonging to a Scientific family. But their
escape had left Lars a twisted cripple. He and Lars and Kathia had come here. But Kathia was
different--she forgot everything, mercifully. And after Dessie had been born five months later it
had been like caring for two babies at once. Kathia had been sweet and obedient and lovely, but
she lived in her own dream world and neither of them had ever tried to bring her out of it. Seven,
almost eight years now, they bad been here. But in all that time Dard had never quite dared to
believe they were safe. He lived always on the ragged edge of fear. Maybe Kathia had been the
luckiest one of all.
He took over the stirring of the stew and Dessie set the table, putting out the three wooden
spoons, the battered crockery howl, the tin basin and the single chipped soup dish, the two tin
cups and the graceful fluted china one which had been Dessie's last birthday gift after he had
found it hidden on a rafter out in the barn.
"Smells grand, Dard. You're a good cook, son." Lars offered praise.
Dessie bobbed her head in agreement until her two pencil-thick braids flopped up and down on
shoulders where the blades, as she moved, took on the angular outlines of wings. "I like
celebrations!" She announced. "Tonight may we play the word game?"
"We certainly shall!" Lars returned with emphatic promptness.
Dard did not pause in his stirring though he was alert to every inflection in Lars' voice. Did he
read a special significance into that last answer? Why did Lars want to play the word game? And
why did he himself feel this aroused wariness--as if they were secure in a den while out in the
dark danger prowled!
"I have a new one, Dessie went on. "It sings-"
She put her hands down on the table on either side of her soup plate and tapped her little broken
nails in time to the words she recited:
"Eesee. Osee, Icksee, Ann,
Fullson, Follson, Orson, Cann."
Dard made an effort and pushed the rhythm out of his mind--no time now to "see" the pattern in
that. Why did he always "see" words mentally arranged in the up and down patterns of lines? That
was as much a part of him as his delight in color, texture, sight and sound. And for the past
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