separated from them, mostly on purpose, and was a quarter-mile down the beach from them when, with a rush of water and
noisy breath, a forty-foot humpback whale breached right in front of her, ran itself aground—and turned into Nita.
Nita went white with shock at the sight of Dairine. Dairine didn't care. "You're going to tell me everything," she said, and
ran down the beach to distract her parents just long enough for Nita and Kit—also just changed back from a whale—to get
back into their bathing suits. And after the noisy, angry scene with their parents that followed, after the house was quiet,
Dairine went to Nita's room, where Kit was waiting, too, and let them tell her the whole story.
Wizards' manuals, oaths, wizardry, spells, quests, terrible dangers beyond the world, great powers that moved unseen and
unsuspected beneath the surface of everyday existence, and every now and then broke surface— Dairine was ecstatic. It
was all there, everything she had longed for. And if they could have it, she could have it too. . . .
Dairine saw their faces fall, and felt the soft laughter of the world starting behind her back again. You couldn't have this
magic unless you were offered it by the Powers that controlled it. Yes, sometimes it ran in families, but there was no
guarantee that it would ever pass to you. . . .
At that point Dairine began to shut their words out. She promised to keep their secret for the time being, and to cover for
them the best she could. But inside she was all one great frustrated cry of rage: Why them, why them find not me! Days
later, when the cry ebbed, the frustration gave way to blunt, stubborn determination. /'// have it. I will.
She had gone into Nita's room, found her wizard's manual, and opened it-The last time she'd held it it had looked like a well-
worn kid's book from the library and, when she'd borrowed it, had read like one. Now the excitement, the exultation, flared
up in Dairine again; for instead of a story she found
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pages and pages of an Arabic-looking script she couldn't read . . . and near the front, many that she could, in English.
She skimmed them, turning pages swiftly. The pages were full of warnings and cautions, phrases about the wizard's
responsibility to help slow down the death of the universe, paragraphs about the price each wizard paid for his new power,
and about the terrible Ordeal-quest that lay before every novice who took the Wizards' Oath: sections about old strengths
that moved among the worlds, not all of them friendly. But these Dairine scorned as she'd scorned Nita's cautions. The
parts that spoke of a limitless universe full of life and of wizards to guard it, of "the Billion Homeworlds," "the hundred
mil-lion species of humanity," those parts stayed with her, filled her mind with images of strangeness and glory and
adventure until she was drowning in her own thought of unnumbered stars. I can do it, she thought. I can take care of
myself. I'm not afraid. I'll matter, I'll be something. . . .
She flipped through the English section to its end, finding there one page, with a single block of type set small and neat.
In Life's name, and for Life's sake, I assert that I will employ the Art which is Its gift in Life's service alone. I
will guard growth and ease pain. I will fight to preserve what grows and lives well in its own way; nor will I
change any creature unless its growth and . life, or that of the system of which it is part, are threatened. To
these ends, in the practice of my Art, I will ever put aside fear for
.;•:. courage, and death for life, when it is fit to do so—looking always
, toward the Heart of Time, where all our sundered times are one, and all our myriad worlds lie whole, in That
from Which they proceeded. . . .
It was the Oath that Nita had told her about. Not caring that she didn't understand parts of it, Dairine drew a long breath and
read it out loud, almost in triumph. And the terrible silence that drew itself down around her as she spoke, blocking out the
sounds of day, didn't frighten her; it exhila-rated her. Something was going to happen, at last, at last. . . .
She went to bed eagerly that night.
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