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The sight of the Reverend's countenance solidified the doubts hovering about
him. Some very serious matter was afoot, and he feared he had erred again. While
discipline within the Order was subtle, Brother Paul had made many mistakes and
done much internal penance.
The Reverend rose as he entered, and came forward to greet him. "It is good to
see you, Paul. You have done well."
Glad words! So it was not one of his foul-ups, this time. "I try to do as the
Lord decrees, Mother Mary," he said modestly, concealing his relief.
"Umph," the Reverend Mother agreed. She did not sit down, but paced nervously
around the office. "Paul, a crisis of decision is upon us, and I must do a thing
I do not like. Forgive me."
Something serious was certainly afoot! He studied her before he answered, trying
to judge the appropriate response.
The Reverend Mother Mary was actually a young woman no older than himself, whose
meticulous Order habit could not conceal her feminine attributes or render her
sexless. She wore her dark brown hair parted down the middle, cupped to conceal
her ears on either side, and pinned firmly in back—yet it framed her face like a
mystical aura. Her reversed white collar clasped a very slender white neck, and
her cross hung squarely on her bosom. Her robe was so long it touched the floor,
concealing her feet. Occasionally it rippled and dragged behind her as she
turned. Her personality, he knew, was sweet and open; she was severe only in
dire necessity. It would have been all too easy to love her as a pretty girl,
had it not been essential to love her as a responsible woman and a fellow human
being. And, of course, as the Reverend.
So it was best to allow her to unburden herself without concern for his
feelings, which in any case were not easily hurt. Obviously she believed that
what she had to say would cause him distress, and perhaps it would—but he was
sure he could bear it. "Please speak freely, Mother."
The Reverend stepped to her desk and seemed almost to pounce on something there.
"Take these, if you will," she said, proffering a small box.
Brother Paul accepted it. He had almost to snatch it, because her hand was
shaking. Though her competence and position made her "Mother," at times she was
more like a little girl, uncertain to the point of embarrassment. It had
occurred to him before that an older person might have been better suited to the
office of Reverend. But there were many Stations, and age was not the primary
consideration.
He looked into the box. It contained a deck of Tarot cards, in its fashion the
symbolic wisdom of all the ages.
She seated herself now, as though relieved of a burden. "Please shuffle them."
Brother Paul removed the deck from the box and spread several cards at the top
of the deck. They were in order, beginning with the Fool, or Key Zero, and
proceeding through the Magician, the High Priestess (also called the Lady Pope),
the Empress, the Emperor, and so on through the twenty-two Trumps or Major
Arcana and the fifty-six suit cards, or Minor Arcana. The suits were Wands,
Cups, Swords, and Disks, corresponding to the conventional Clubs, Hearts, Spades
and Diamonds, or to the elements Fire, Water, Air and Earth. Each was a face
card, beautifully drawn and colored. He had, like all Brothers and Sisters of
the Order, studied the Tarot symbolism, had high respect for it, and was
well-acquainted with the cards. One of the Order's exercises was to take
black-and-white originals and color them according to instructions. This was no
child's game; it was surprising how much revelation was inherent in this act.
Color, like numbers and images, served a substantial symbolic purpose.
While he pondered, his fingers riffled the cards with an expertise that belied
his ascetic calling. He had not always been a Brother, but like the Apostle Paul
to whom he owed his Order name, he had set his savage prior life behind him.
Only as a necessary exercise of contrition did he reflect upon the mistakes of
his past. One day—when he was worthy—he hoped to seal that Pandora's box
completely.
He completed the shuffle and returned the deck to the Reverend.
"Was the question in your mind the nature of my concern with you?" the Reverend
inquired, holding the cards in her delicate fingers.
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