
miles of corridor in her. We couldn't have covered over one percent of that, all in a dead
silence like the one before the casket slides into the converter.
Armed guards let us through a big armored door marked Command Deck—
Authorized Persons Only. Inside, a warrant with a face like a clenched fist looked me over
and jabbed buttons on a panel. An inner door opened and I went through and the door
closed softly behind me. I was standing on fine gray carpet, smelling a faint odor of Havana
leaf and old brandy. Beyond a big curved quartz window that filled the far end of the room
Saturn hung, half a million miles away, big enough to light the room like a stage. It was a
view that almost, but not quite took the show away from the man behind the desk.
He was all the things a Fleet Commodore ought to be: big, wide shouldered, square
jawed, with recruiting poster features and iron gray temples, his shirt open at the neck to
show the hair on his chest. The big Annapolis ring glinted on his finger in the dim light
from the desk lamp that was set at just the proper angle to glare in the customer's eyes
when he sat in the big leather chair. I saluted and he motioned with a finger and I sat. He
looked at me and the silence stretched out like a cable under test.
"You enjoy Navy Me, Lieutenant?" His voice was like a boulder rolling over a deck
plate.
"Well enough, sir," I said. I was feeling more baffled than worried.
He nodded as if I had made an illuminating remark. Perhaps I had”
"You come from a Navy family," he went on. "Admiral Tarlatan was a distinguished
officer. I had the honor of serving under him on more than one occasion. His death was a
great loss to us all.”
I didn't comment on that. Most of the Navy had served under my father at one time or
another.
"We live in troubled times, Lieutenant," the Commodore said, brisk now. "A time of
conflicting loyalties." I had the feeling he wasn't talking just to me. There was a soft sound
from the corner of the room behind me and I looked that way and saw the other man,
standing with his arms folded, beside a glass doored bookcase. His name was Crowder; he
was short, soft-necked, with a broad rump and a face to match. I knew him slightly as a
civilian advisor on the commodore's staff. I wondered why he was here. He made a smile
with his wide lips and looked at my chin. To my surprise he spoke:” What Commodore
Grayson means is that certain misguided individuals appear to see such a dichotomy," he
said. "In actuality, of course, the interests of the Companies and the Navy are identical." He
had a strange, uneven voice that seemed to be about to break into a falsetto.
I stood by and waited for the lightning bolt that would destroy the poor fellow who
had been so naive as to interrupt the commodore—with a remark that was 180 degrees out
of phase with what he'd been saying.
But the commodore only frowned a little, in a well-bred way. "A junior officer is at a
disadvantage in assessing what he might call the subjective aspects of a complex situation,"
he said. "Academy life is sheltered; fleet patrol duty keeps a man jumping." He smiled at me