Archipelago, and Holder, a frequent passenger, was an invaluable resource: he
had an intimate knowledge of the cultures of the inhabited worlds, gained
through years of research, and he was an incurable raconteur. In return for
Holder's services as a lecturer, Bruneau was happy to cancel his bar tabs.
It was after 21:00 already. If Holder didn't show up in a couple of minutes,
Bruneau would have to send a steward around to the bars (Humboldt had eight).
And if Holder wasn't in one of them, Bruneau would be forced to admit defeat.
He'd show the travelogue sensie instead, and bis name would be mud.
Of course he'd know damn well where Holder was. That was another part of then-
unspoken arrangement: Holder took his pounds of flesh (all female, mostly
young), and somehow Bruneau managed never to think of the introductions he
arranged as pimping. Perhaps that was unfortunate— in the present case it left
him no excuse to go rousting one guest out of another's bed. (Excuse me, Loa
darling, but Phil promised...)
But here came Loa Westcliffe now, fully dressed In diaphanous jumper, and all
alone.
Bruneau grinned with relief. "So nice to see you here, Loa darling."
"Where the hell else would I be, dear?" Westcliffe asked, tossing metallic green
locks. "Phil show up yet?"
"I couldn't say, really, I just..."
"In other words, no. If I were you I'd run quick as a bunny down to the Mirror
Room and fish him out of his martini, or you're not going to have a show
tonight." Her pale gray eyes were not smiling; she did not take the prospective
loss of an hour's amusement lightly.
Bruneau went white, and without wasting a word he bounded toward the lift with
improbably long and accurate strides.
Meanwhile Phil Holder sat all alone, sipping thoughtfully on what would have
been his second Scotch after dinner—if he hadn't skipped dinner. A perfectly
sane man would not
have taken the risk of intoxicating himself even a little in the last hours
before an act so audacious as the one Holder now contemplated; Holder, though,
was neither completely sane nor completely foolish. He knew his capacity for
alcohol with intimate precision. He wanted people to believe he was drunk as
usual; moreover, the drinks would take the rasping edge off his nerves, as much
a danger to his plans as alcohol's dullness. And even granted that all the
excuses he could think of amounted to no better than a pile of shifting
rationale, still his drinking would serve as an excellent test of his sincerity:
did he dare remain sober?
He checked his wrist unit: 21:10. Where the hell's Bruneau? Doesn't he care?
Holder took another sip of the foul-tasting Scotch—reputedly an excellent
unblended variety from Lothian, which he drank only for the sake of its
unmistakable odor. He hated Scotch. He grimaced and put down the bulb. Glass
clicked against glass. Glass everywhere.
He rubbed his hand over his face, feeling rubbery skin, trying to avoid his
yellowing eyes in the bar's ubiquitous mirrors. He'd just as soon never see this
particular version of his face again, anyway: a fortyish face, handsome in a
soft-edged, dissolute sort of way, tanned almost black and engagingly wrinkled
by the suns of a dozen worlds—yet somehow looking preserved.
The mirrored walls of the lounge, intended to make a modest space seem larger,
closed in on him instead, mocking him with his own image repeated endlessly
around him, a dozen decadent versions of himself converging at infinity,
reflected in the walls of this alcohol-filled killing bottle.
He was saved by the sudden appearance—a dozen desperate appearances at once—of
Evan Bruneau. H... slap my wrist if Tm pushing, but this was the night you..."
Holder watched Bruneau try to get control of his face, which reflected relief
and contempt before settling into determined obsequiousness. Holder almost
laughed, but he was truly grateful for Bruneau's timely arrival.
"Oh Jeezus Ev, I've let you down again, have I? Probly too late now, huh? Lemme
buy you drink, anyway...."
'That's awfully good of you, Phil, but you could do me a much, much greater
favor." Bruneau grinned sweatily. "The ;|act is, it's just a tad past 21:00...."