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Aye, she speaks little, my Dames, and maids, and those ladies who have taken refuge here.
But she thinks much, and she tries to remember. Though that is another thing which time denies, or
perhaps the unchanging pattern of this land and life denies.
For Gillan is not of the blood of High Hallack. There was a ship. Always can I remember so
much, of the tossing of a ship on a sea where waves ran high, avid to feed upon the work of men's
hands. A ship of Alizon, that much also I remember. But that I am of Alizon-no. There was a
purpose in my being on that ship, and, small and young a girl child as I then was, I feared that
purpose. But he who brought me there was under a mast which the wind and wave brought down upon
the deck. And then no other of his company knew why I was among them.
That was during the time of raids when the lords of High Hallack, fighting to free their
homeland from the Hounds of Alizon, swept down and struck a lightning blow at the port through
which came the invaders' life-blood of supplies and men. And so was I also swept up with those
supplies and taken to one of the mountain holds.
The Lord Furlo, I believe, had some private knowledge or suspicion of my past. For he sent
me under guard to his lady wife, with the command that I be well cared for. Thus I was a
fosterling in that household for a space. But that also did not last, for Alizon arose in might
and the Lords were driven back and back. In the depths of harsh and heavy winter we fled across
the barren land and into the upper dales. At last we came to Norstead, but the Lady Freeza came
only to die. And her lord lay with an arrow in his throat back in the passes-whatever he had
suspected concerning me unsaid. So that I was again adrift in strange, if placid, waters.
I need only to look into any mirror within these walls to know that I was not of the breed
of Hallack. Whereas their womenkind were fair of skin, but with a fine colour to their faces,
their hair as yellow as the small flowers bordering the garden walks in the spring, or brown as
the wings of the sweet singing birds in the stream gullies, I was of a flesh which browned under
the sun, but held no colour in cheek. And the hair I learned to plait tightly about my head, was
of a black as deep as a starless night. Also...I thought odd thoughts. But even before I came to
Norstead, while still I played the part of fosterling, I had learned to keep such thoughts to
myself, for they alarmed and dismayed those about me.
There is a loneliness of spirit which is worse than loneliness of body. And in all
Norstead during those years, I had found only two to whom I might turn for company of a kind. The
Dame Alousan was past the span of middle life when I came. She, too, was apart from her companions
of the Order. Her life was in the gardens, and in the rooms wherein she worked with herbs,
distilling, combining, making those powders and salves, those flasks of liquids, which soothed,
healed, pleasured mankind. Noted she was, so that fighting bands in the high hills would send men
trained for swift travelling to beg her for those products of her knowledge and hands which would
aid in the healing of sore wounds, or the fevers and rheums which came of living in the open no
matter what the season or weather.
And when I was set adrift in Abbey Norstead, she looked upon me, keenly, as usually she
looked only on some herb new come to her (for she was sent packets of strange things from time to
time, by her ordering gifts). Then she took me into her service and I found that at first all I
needed, for it was learning of a demanding kind, and my mind was thirsty for occupation. For some
years thereafter I was content.
I was working in the garden, weeding beds, when I first knew that other one who was to
trouble my balance of learning and labour. There was always a humming of bees, since bees and
gardens needs must lie close together, each serving the other. But now there came another thread
of sound, entering my ears, and then my mind. And I sat back on my heels to listen, because my
memory stirred, yet I could not summon aught clearly to the surface of my mind.
As if that humming were a cord to draw me. I arose and went through an arch into the inner
garden which was for pleasure only, a place with a fountain and a pool, and flowers according to
the season. A chair had been placed there, half in sun, half in shade. And in it, well cushioned,
draped about with shawls though the day was warm, was one of the very ancient Dames, those who
seldom ventured from their cells, who were almost legend among the younger members of the
community.
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