"True, true." The old woman's voice trailed away
like water trickling through stones. Her eyelids low-
ered. It seemed that she slept. The maiden settled
back to oversee her rest.
The old woman's words came suddenly, taking the
girl by surprise. "Maybe it wasn't my fault after all,"
Se'ar murmured, her eyes still closed. She spoke as if
she were alone in the hut with none but herself to
hear. "The girl's kind, yes, but headstrong, too bold
about speaking up to the men, too demanding. Well,
who can hold her to blame for that? Father lost in the
winter storms before the Feast of Flowers, mother
died birthing her, poor youngling left to run wild...
Not that she ever had a proper mother to start, that
one. Easy to see where the daughter's strange ways
come from. Yes, everyone knew. Where that mother
of hers came from, I'll never know. Mad, most likely,
and driven out of her own village by folk with more
sense than we ever had. All her high-sounding talk, all
just ravings, ravings. Offensive to the Balance, her life
thrown back into the scales to pay for her words, poor
soul. Poor mad soul."
Beside the deathbed, the maiden Ma'adrys sat back
on her heels, her back unnaturally stiff, her face
drained of all expression. She tried to exclude the old
woman's babbling from her mind, but she could not:
It was nothing she hadn't heard before, all the village
talk of her dead mother. As a child she'd gotten into
more than a few fist fights with the other children
when they'd taunted her by repeating the things
they'd heard their parents say. She'd lost more battles
than she'd won, and the elders had always punished
her afterwards for the few fights she did win. When
she was a little older, she'd tried to train herself to
play deaf to the gossip and the snide remarks, the
whispers she always heard behind her back, but it was
beyond her best efforts. In time, she'd learned that
there was only one safe thing to do when someone--
even a dying woman no longer responsible for her
own ramblings--spoke of her mother.
'TII be right back," she announced, rocking back
on her heels and standing without needing to push
herself up from the ground. "The air in here's too sour
to do you any good. We should burn some dawnsweet
flowers to freshen it. It's early in the season for them,
but I think I saw a patch in bloom in Avren's meadow
yesterday. I won't be gone long." She was out the door
before Se'ar could utter a word to stop her.
The old woman never noticed her departure. Her
eyes remained closed, her wrinkled lips moving over
words that were no longer audible to any but herself.
tn time she drowsed.
In dreams she was young again, a maiden herself, a
girl whose brilliant golden eyes ensnared half a dozen
suitors. She was sitting on the steps of the village
shrine to the Six Mothers, whispering delicious se-
crets with her girlfriends--Dead now, all long since
dead! a wraith of reality moaned through the dream--
when a shepherd came by, down from the mountain-
side, and the girls paused in their chatter to tease the