he wondered. He looked around again, let his nerve-endings feel the frowning quality of the silence, and thought you could
make book on it.
No longer interested in obtaining a joke-book or Best Loved Poems of the American People, but fascinated by the library's
suspended, dreamy atmosphere in spite of himself, Sam walked toward a door to the right of the seven-day books. A sign
over the door said this was the Children's Library. Had he used the Children's Library when he had been growing up in St
Louis? He thought so, but those memories were hazy, distant, and hard to hold. All the same, approaching the door of the
Children's Library gave him an odd and haunting feeling. It was almost like coming home.
The door was closed. On it was a picture of Little Red Riding Hood, looking down at the wolf in Grandma's bed. The wolf
was wearing Grandma's nightgown and Grandma's nightcap. It was snarling. Foam dripped from between its bared fangs.
An expression of almost exquisite horror had transfixed Little Red Riding Hood's face, and the poster seemed not just to
suggest but to actually proclaim that the happy ending of this story - of all fairy tales - was a convenient lie. Parents might
believe such guff, Red Riding Hood's ghastly-sick face said, but the little ones knew better, didn't they?
Nice, Sam thought. With a poster like that on the door, I bet lots of kids use the Children's Library. I bet the little ones are
especially fond of it.
He opened the door and poked his head in.
His sense of unease left him; he was charmed at once. The poster on the door was all wrong, of course, but what was
behind it seemed perfectly right. Of course he had used the library as a child; it only took one look into this scale-model
world to refresh those memories. His father had died young; Sam had been an only child raised by a working mother he
rarely saw except on Sundays and holidays. When he could not promote money for a movie after school - and that was
often - the library had to do, and the room he saw now brought those days back in a sudden wave of nostalgia that was
sweet and painful and obscurely frightening.
It had been a small world, and this was a small world; it had been a well-lighted world, even on the grimmest, rainiest days,
and so was this one. No hanging glass globes for this room; there were shadow-banishing fluorescent lights behind frosted
panels in the suspended ceiling, and all of them were on. The tops of the tables were only two feet from the floor; the seats
of the chairs were even closer. In this world the adults would be the interlopers, the uncomfortable aliens. They would
balance the tables on their knees if they tried to sit at them, and they would be apt to crack their skulls bending to drink
from the water fountain which was mounted on the far wall.
Here the shelves did not stretch up in an unkind trick of perspective which made one giddy if one looked up too long; the
ceiling was low enough to be cozy, but not low enough to make a child feel cramped. Here were no rows of gloomy
bindings but books which fairly shouted with raucous primary colors: bright blues, reds, yellows. In this world Dr Seuss
was king, Judy Blume was queen, and all the princes and princesses attended Sweet Valley High. Here Sam felt all that old
sense of benevolent after-school welcome, a place where the books did all but beg to be touched, handled, looked at,
explored. Yet these feelings had their own dark undertaste.
His clearest sense, however, was one of almost wistful pleasure. On one wall was a photograph of a puppy with large,
thoughtful eyes. Written beneath the puppy's anxious-hopeful face was one of the world's great truths: IT IS HARD TO BE
GOOD. On another wall was a drawing of mallards making their way down a riverbank to the reedy verge of the water.
MAKE WAY FOR DUCKLINGS! the poster trumpeted.
Sam looked to his left, and the faint smile on his lips first faltered and then died. Here was a poster which showed a large,
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