Not that she cared how they looked, when she was in the cage, high and hot and on the
beat, three songs into the set and the wiz just starting to peak, new strength in her legs sending
her up on the balls of her feet . . .
One of them grabbed her ankle.
She tried to scream, only it wouldn't come, not at first, and when it did it was like
something ripped down inside her, hurt her, and the blue light shredded, but the hand, the hand
was still there, around her ankle. She came up off the bed like a pop-up toy, fighting the dark,
clawing hair away from her eyes.
»Whatsa matter, babe?«
He put his other hand against her forehead and shoved her back, down into the pillow's hot
depression.
»Dream . . .« The hand was still there and it made her want to scream. »You got a
cigarette, Eddy?« The hand went away, click and flare of the lighter, the planes of his face
jumping out at her as he lit one, handed it to her. She sat up quickly, drew her knees up under
her chin with the army blanket over them like a tent, because she didn't feel like anybody
touching her then at all.
The scavenged plastic chair's broken leg made a warning sound as he leaned back and lit
his own cigarette. Break , she thought, pitch him on his ass so he gets to hit me a few times . At
least it was dark, so she didn't have to look at the squat. Worst thing was waking up with a bad
head, too sick to move, when she'd come in crashing and forgotten to retape the black plastic,
hard sun to show her all the little details and heat the air so the flies could get going.
Nobody ever grabbed her, back in Cleveland; anybody numb enough to reach through that
field was already too drunk to move, maybe to breathe. The tricks never grabbed her either, not
unless they'd squared it with Eddy, paid extra, and that was just pretend.
Whichever way they wanted it, it got to be a kind of ritual, so it seemed to happen in a
place outside your life. And she'd gotten into watching them, when they lost it. That was the
interesting part, because they really did lose it, they were totally helpless, maybe just for a
split second, but it was like they weren't even there.
»Eddy, I'm gonna go crazy, I gotta sleep here anymore.«
He'd hit her before, for less, so she put her face down, against her knees and the
blanket, and waited.
»Sure,« he said, »you wanna go back to the catfish farm? Wanna go back to Cleveland?«
»I just can't make this anymore. . . .«
»Tomorrow.«
»Tomorrow what?«
»That soon enough for you? Tomorrow night, private fucking jet? Straight up to New York?
Then you gonna quit giving me this shit?«
»Please, baby,« and she reached out for him, »we can take the train. . . .«
He slapped her hand away. »You got shit for brains.«
If she complained any more, anything about the squat, anything that implied he wasn't
making it, that all his big deals added up to nothing, he'd start, she knew he'd start. Like the
time she'd screamed about the bugs, the roaches they called palmetto bugs, but it was because the
goddamn things were mutants, half of them; someone had tried to wipe them out with something that
fucked with their DNA, so you'd see these screwed-up roaches dying with too many legs or heads, or
not enough, and once she'd seen one that looked like it had swallowed a crucifix or something, its
back or shell or whatever it was distorted in a way that made her want to puke.
»Baby,« she said, trying to soften her voice, »I can't help it, this place is just getting
to me. . . .«
»Hooky Green's,« he said, like he hadn't heard her, »I was up in Hooky Green's and I met a
mover . He picked me out , you know? Man's got an eye for talent.« She could almost feel his grin
through the dark. »Outa London, England. Talent scout. Come into Hooky's and it was just 'You, my
man!' «
»A trick?« Hooky Green's was where Eddy had most recently decided the action was, thirty-
third floor of a glass highstack with most of the inside walls knocked down, had about a block of
dancefloor, but he'd gone off the place when nobody there was willing to pay him much attention.
Mona hadn't ever seen Hooky himself, »lean mean Hooky Green,« the retired ballplayer who owned the
place, but it was great for dancing.
»Will you fucking listen? Trick? Shit . He's the man , he's a connection, he's on the
ladder and he's gonna pull me up. And you know what? I'm gonna take you with me.«
»But what's he want?«
»An actress. Sort of an actress. And a smart boy to get her in place and keep her there.«
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