
"Time to go," she told her reflection in the glass and smiled when it
nodded in agreement. As she walked north, Saint James handed her over
to Saint Michael's. The bells, like the cathedrals, had frightened
her when she'd first heard them, but now they were old friends. The
bells, that is, not the cathedrals.
Such huge imposing buildings, so solemn and so brooding, she felt
couldn't be friends with anyone. Mostly, they made her sad.
Rebecca hurried along the east side of Church Street, carefully not
seeing or hearing the crowds and the traffic. Mrs. Ruth had taught
her that, how to go inside herself where it was quiet, so all the
bits and pieces swirling around didn't make her into bits and pieces,
too. She wished she could feel something besides sidewalk through the
rubber soles of her thongs.
At Dundas Street, while waiting for the light, a bit of black,
fluttering along a windowsill on the third floor of the Sears
building, caught her eye.
"No, careful wait!" she yelled, scrambling the sentence in her
excitement.
Most of the other people at the intersection ignored her. A few
looked up, following her gaze, but seeing only what appeared to be a
piece of carbon paper blowing in the wind, they lost interest. One or
two tapped their heads knowingly.
When the light changed, Rebecca bounded forward, ignoring the horn of
a low-slung, red car that was running the end of the yellow light.
"Don't!"
Too late. The black bit dove off the window ledge, twisted once in
the air, became a very small squirrel, and just managed to get its
legs under it before it hit the ground. It remained still for only a
second, then darted to the curb. A truck roared by. It flipped over
and started back to the building, was almost stepped on and turned
again to the curb, blind panic obvious in every motion. It tried to
climb a hydro pole, but its claws could get no purchase on the smooth
cement.
"Hey." Rebecca knelt and held out her hand.
The squirrel, cowering up against the base of the pole, sniffed the
offered fingers.
"It's okay." She winced as the tiny animal swarmed up her bare arm,
scrambled through her hair, and perched trembling on the top of her
head. Gently she scooped it off. "Silly baby," she said, stroking one
finger down its back. The trembling stopped, but she
could still feel its heart beating against her palm. Continuing to
soothe it, Rebecca stood and moved slowly back to the intersection.
As the squirrel was too young to find its way home, she'd have to
find a home for it, and the Ryerson Quad was the closest sanctuary.
The Quad was one of Rebecca's favorite places. Completely enclosed by
Kerr Hall, it was quiet and green; a private little park in the midst
of the city. Very few people outside the Ryerson student body knew it
existed, which, Rebecca felt, was for the best. She knew where all
the green growing places hid. This afternoon, with classes finished
for the summer, the Quad was deserted.
She reached up and gently placed the squirrel on the lowest branch of
a maple. It paused, one tiny front paw lifted, then it whisked out of
sight.
"You're welcome," she told it, gave the maple a friendly pat, and
continued home.
A huge chestnut tree dominated the small patch of ground between the
sidewalk and Rebecca's building, towering over the three stories of
red brick. Rebecca often wondered if the front apartments got any
light at all but supposed the illusion of living in a tree would make