year, gone in a moment, the doctor said afterward-no pain, no suffering, the
way it should be. She had come to accept the doctor's reassurance, but it
didn't make her miss her grandfather any the less. With both Gran and Old Bob
gone, and her parents gone longer still, she had only herself to rely upon.
But, then, she supposed in a way that had always been so.
She lifted her head and smiled. It was how she had grown up, wasn't it?
Learning to be alone, to be independent, to accept that she would never be
like any other child?
She ticked off the ways in which she was different, running through them in a
familiar litany that helped define and settle the borders of her life.
She could do magic-had been able to do magic for a long time. It had
frightened her at first, confused and troubled her, but she had learned to
adapt to the magic's demands, taught first by Gran, who had once had use of
the magic herself, and later by Pick. She had learned to control and nurture
it, to find a place for it in her life without letting it consume her. She had
discovered how to maintain the balance within herself in the same way that
Pick was always working to maintain the balance in the park.
Pick, her best friend, was a six-inch-high sylvan, a forest creature who
looked for the most part like something a child had made of the discards of a
bird's nest, with body and limbs of twigs and hair and beard of moss. Pick was
the guardian of Sinnissippi Park, sent to keep in balance the magic that
permeated all things and to hold in check the feeders that worked to upset
that balance. It was a big job for a lone sylvan, as he was fond of saying,
and over the years various generations of the Freemark women had helped him.
Nest was the latest. Perhaps she would be the last.
There was her family, of course. Gran had possessed the magic, as had others
of the Freemark women before her. Not Old Bob, who had struggled all his life
to accept that the magic even existed. Maybe not her mother, who had died
three months after Nest was born and whose life remained an enigma. But her
father . . . She shook her head at the walls. Her father. She didn't like to
think of him, but he was a fact of her life, and there was enough time and
distance between them now that she could accept what he had been. A demon. A
monster. A seducer. The killer of both her mother and her grandmother. Dead
now, destroyed by his own ambition and hate, by Gran's magic and his own, by
Nest's determination, and by Wraith.
Wraith. She looked out the window in the diminishing shadows and shivered. The
ways in which she had been different from other children began and ended with
Wraith.
She sighed and shook her head mockingly. Enough of that sort of rumination.
She rose and walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, let it run hot,
and stepped in. She stood with her eyes closed and the water streaming over
her, lost in the heat and the damp. She was nineteen and stood just under five
feet ten inches. Her honey-coloured hair was still short and curly, but most
of her freckles were gone. Her green eyes, dominated her smooth, round face.
Her body was lean and fit. She was the best middle-distance runner ever to
come out of the state of Illinois and one of the best in history. She didn't
think about her talent much, but it was always there, in much the same way as
her magic. She wondered often if her running ability was tied in some way to