that power, which had made them fugitives in their own land, robbed of tents,
of belongings, of every least thing but what they had worn the morning of the
calamity. There was the bitterness of looking about the camp, and missing so
many, so very many, so that at every turn, one would think of one of the lost
as if that one were in camp, and then realize, and shiver. He was kel'en, of
the warrior caste; death was his province, and it was permitted him to grieve,
but he did not There was dull bewilderment in that part of him which ought by
rights to be touched. In recent days he felt outnumbered by the dead, as if
all the countless who had gone into the Dark in the slow ages of the sea's
dying ought ratter to mourn the living. He did not comprehend the causes of
things. Being kel'en, he neither read nor wrote, held nothing of the wisdom of
sen-caste, which sat at the feet of a she'pan alien to this world and learned.
He knew only the use of his weapons, and tke kel-law, those things which were
proper for a kel'en to know.
It had become appropriate to know things beyond Kutath; he tried, at least The
Kel was the caste which veiled, the Face that Looked Outward. That Outward had
become more than the next rising of the land; it was outsiders and ships and a
manner of fighting which the ages had made only memory on Kutath, and pride
and the Holy the Kel defended forbade that he should flinch from facing it,
since it came.
They had a kel'anth, the gods defend them! who had come out of that Dark; they
had a she'pan who had taken them from the gentle she'pan who had Mothered the
tribe before her. . . young and scarred with the kel-scars on her face; fit he
thought, that the she'pan of this age should bear kel-marks, which testified
she once had been of Kel-caste, had once attained skill with weapons. A
she'pan of a colder, fiercer stamp, this Melein slntel; no Mother to play with
the children of the Kath as their own Sochil had done, to spend more time with
the gentle Kath than with Sen-caste, to love rather than to be wise. Melein
was a chill wind, a breath out of the Dark; and as for her kel'anth, her
warrior-leader. . . .
Him, Hlil almost hated, not for the dead in An-ehon, which might be just; but
for the kel'anth he had killed to take the tribe. It was a selfish hate, and
Hlil resisted it; such resentments demeaned Merai, who had lost challenge to
this Niun sTnteL Merai had died, in fact because gentle Sochil had turned
fierce when challenged; fear, perhaps; or a mother's bewildered rage, that a
stranger-she'pan demanded her children of her, to lead them where she did not
know. So Merai was dead; and Sochil, dead. Of Merai's kinship there was only
his sister left; of his tribe there was a fugitive remnant; and the Honors
which Merai had won in his life, a stranger possessed.
Even Hlil. . . this stranger had gained, for kel-law set the victor in the
stead of the vanquished, to the last of his kin debts and blood debts and
place debts. Hlil was second to Niun s'lntel as he had been second to Merai.
He sat by this stranger in the Kel, tolerated proximity to the strange beast
which was Niun's shadow, bore with the grief which haunted the kel'anth's acts
. . . which could not, he was persuaded, be distraction for the slaughter of a
People the kel'anth had not time to know but which more attended the
disappearance of the kel'anth's other alien shadow, which walked on two feet
That the kel'anth at least grieved ... it was a mortality which bridged one
alienness between them, him and his new kel'anth. They shared something, at
least; if not love . . . loss.
Hlil gathered up a sandy pebble from the crumbling ridge on which he rested,
cast it at a tiny pattern in the sands downslope. It hit true, and a nest of